Amigurumi Guy Giveaway

Welcome everyone from Sew, Mama, Sew's Giveaway Day! This is the first time I participate. On my blog! And I'm excited. I was going to crochet up a scarf and hat. But time got away from me. Happens all the time! Thanks to final exams. But look for that giveaway soon. :)

So I thought about it. And figured my Amigurumi Guys would be perfect! What do you think? You have your chance to win one! I'll be giving away three of these little guys. In the colors of your choice.




Just leave me a comment, with your favorite holiday dessert. Yum! I like to bake, so I think this would be perfect. A link would be appreciated, but not required. My giveaway is open from now until December 16th at 5PM PST. Please leave an e-mail address, if it's not on your profile. I'll be drawing the winners on Sunday, and contacting you via e-mail. That's it! Good luck! And don't forget to look at the other giveaways. ♫

101 Christmas Recipes

I recently came across this cookbook. And I had to stop, and drool over it! :) Yes, I really did. The recipes look so delish! I saw it at the JoAnn. Unfortunately, I didn't pick it up. I should have! And now, it's out of stock. :(

Can you see the luck I've been having lately? It's ridiculous! But that's life. Right? I've been stalking my local stores. No lie! I really want the "101 Christmas Recipes" cookbook. I guess, I could always go online, and buy it.

Oh, maybe I can add this to my "Christmas Wishlist." That could work right? You know, if Santa brought me this cookbook, he'd get some of those yummy cookies! ♫

Ruffly Dresses

For the last 2 weeks, I've been trying to put in an order, with Old Navy. Yes, it's been a struggle. Left me wanting to just run away from my computer! It's some sort of issue with using a "VISA gift card." But I'm not giving up. One being, I have a $500 gift card to use! And I really want this dress...



Isn't she pretty? The minute I saw it, I wanted it! Yes, I did! The style, the color, everything about this dress makes me happy! Those ruffles, oh they are AMAZING!



Then I saw this blue one. Which I LOVE even more! But it's out of stock. Ugh! I wish they sold these in the stores. Or get a new stock. I really want this beautiful, blue dress. ♫

Craft Books

Am I the only one, that's been living under a rock? I didn't know that Mark Montano wrote a craft book. Check that, he wrote 2 craft books! And now I want them. Both of them!



Yes this book looks amazing! Those pillows on the bottom left, caught my eye. I'm not going to lie. They did. :) So did those dolls on the top left.



Everything about this second book, looks so fun! Do you think Santa reads my blog? I hope so! Craft books would be the perfect Christmas present! ♫

Life as a Musician...

Life as a musician is NOT always glamorous. Don't get me wrong. I have had many days filled with diamonds, designer clothes, people doting on my every move, private planes, and Penthouse Suites. All unnecessary. But for some of our gigs, that just the way we roll.

But this week, it's been crazy. Monday was full of school stuff. Lots of work, at the DOH, and the hospital. And a last minute flight to Sin City. Followed up with a long rehearsal. I needed to know the music, that I would be teaching. Everyone else had had 8 hours of rehearsal. Yup, I was just trying to keep up! My night didn't end there. Nope. It ended with 2 exams online. And 2 hours of sleep.

Tuesday and Wednesday were fun. I can't help but admit that. Lots of teaching. Spending some quality time with el Maestro. Learning from him, when we weren't teaching. And more rehearsals. But a little bit of the glamour did peek through...

When I wasn't teaching, or practicing, I was enjoying a little bit of Sin City. The amazing food, the glorious Penthouse Suite, and all of my amazing friends. Oh ya! Have I said this before? I get the largest room, and I travel by myself. All by myself. I've asked about this, but no one ever answers me. So I usually let the "Itty Bitties" sleep over. Yes, me and about 10 little girls. Watching cartoons early in the AM! Ordering Room Service full of yummy breakfast treats. Because it's all comped!

Thursday included 6 hours of teaching. Realizing I forgot my bridesmaid's dress. And a mad dash to catch our flight. Back home. Because we were scheduled to perform at 6PM. Rain had a different thing in mind for us. And the Tornado Warning, well that just postponed things too. But we celebrated Little M's 3rd birthday. Enjoyed some cake and ice cream, in one of the ballrooms. Because, we weren't allowed to leave the Convention Center. Not to worry! We could entertain ourselves. :)

Then we played. 2 hours. The rain came. We left. The entire group headed to A's house. About 10 minutes away. To relax. And take everything in. OK, it also included eating. And making fun of one of our friends. He's getting married on Sunday. And was in some major trouble with his mujer.

We headed back to downtown, and we played for about 5 hours. When? At 11:30PM. Because we had to play for El Grito. In the wee hours of the morning, I finally headed to the hospital. To do some work. A few hours later, I headed home. More than an hour away. To shower, grab my dress, and check on my house.

Friday morning, I tried to catch up on Facebook. I was ridiculously behind! I managed to pack my Bridesmaid dress. I even watered my flowers and lawn! Then I met A for breakfast, and we headed out to rehearsal. Oh ya, my car, I haven't driven it since Sunday. I have a sorta major oil leak... :(

Breakfast was extra yummy that day. IHOP. Seriously, I rarely eat there. But those Nutella Crepes, are just like heaven! Our rehearsal wasn't too bad. Or too long. La Senora Adriana was hilarious! As always. And I'm pretty sure she was eying A. Especially when we busted out our fancy dance moves. :)

Then I headed back to the hospital. More work. About 4 hours worth. Then, back to the concert. Where, my friends totally surprised me. With tickets to go see Santana! I LOVE me some Santana! So A and I rushed to his house, to change and head out. Yes, our Compadres bought us tickets, and dinner. As a little Gracias, for being good to their ninitos. :) We've got some incredible friends!

After a delish dinner at PF Changs, we headed off to the concert. Where, let me tell you, we had a BLAST! A and I happen to be, the hilarious 2 of the group. We LOVE to dance. And just have fun. And we did just that. For the entire concert. Santana has still got it!

As we were leaving, we got a call. From our friend and boss. Could we possibly head back to that concert, the one we were supposed to play? Senora Adriana wanted to know what happened to us. And you know, we worked so hard on that dance routine. Seriously?!?!?!

Luckily, we got changed, and to the venue. With about 2 minutes to spare. And the last 2 minutes of the show, some how became another 90 minutes! Have I told you? Los Mexicanos like to celebrate their independencia. But we all had such a great time. It was well worth it.

You'd think we were ready to pass out. Honestly, it sure felt like it. But everyone headed back to A's house. We all needed to get changed. And since he lives closest to the airport, that's where we went. Some of the guys grabbed some food on the way. And we all ate and changed. Their wives, girlfriends, and kiddos were all there too. Why? We were all headed to the airport...

At 3AM, we were ready to head out. Straight for Sin City. Pretty much, everyone on the plane slept. Except me. I had my laptop out. Doing homework, writing a paper, and trying to study. You do it when you can. Right? This is when I'm glad, that my professors rarely ever, have us go to class. Usually, I hate them because of this very thing. But this week, it's been nice to just to my work, and get to do my paying job too!

And that's where you find me. Somewhere high above the Earth. Doing homework, and blogging. While everybody sleeps. A is next to me, holding one of our Goddaughters. Both are out for the count! And I'm typing away. About HFCS and I's/O's. I also have to find time for 2 exams today. Wish me luck!

Because when we land, well get a few minutes, to head back to our rooms at the casino. Get cleaned up. And then, we've got some rehearsals and sound checks. It will be the only rehearsal time, with the performers, that we're backing up tonight. We'll quickly go through a few of our numbers. Then off to a fancy lunch. With the "High Rollers" in Sin City.

Later, we'll have a "Fancy Pants" dinner. And of course our show. Which we're all excited about! I just hope, that I don't fall asleep, during any of this. Oh, and our amigos are getting married tomorrow afternoon. The Mariachi is in the wedding, and playing for it! Can you say...BUSY WEEKEND! But I'll finally get to see this guy again! He's back from Spain. Happy Saturday! ♫

Friday Fill In #37

Could it already be Friday? I can't believe it! But then again, this has been a crazy week! Including a trip to Sin City, a couple of days of teaching, a trip back home, a long night of playing, and a crazy weekend ahead. And very little sleep! Yes, this is just one of those busy weeks. So I better get this week's Friday Fill-Ins done. Before I have to get back to work...or I fall asleep! Happy Friday!

1. Why do I always feel so tired and hungry.

2. They always want us to stay.

3. By far the most important part of life, is the people we LOVE.

4. I've ALWAYS been a PROUD American. ALWAYS!

5. But when life gets hard, I really find out what I'm made of.

6. I've wanted to make my home feel and look like "Home" for the longest time.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to playing the concert with la Senora Adriana, tomorrow my plans include playing the "Big Show" in Sin City and Sunday, I want to enjoy mis amigos wedding! ♫

Que Viva Mexico!

Today is Mexico's Independence Day. Yes, it is! And all the bad weather last night, well that didn't bother our celebration. No way! We played well into the wee hours of the morning. Yes, it was a good night. Celebrating El Grito!

I'm very proud of my heritage. And the fact that I get to share the gift of music with so many people. To be a part of something fun, uplifting, and enjoyable...well it feels good. Because lately, there has been so many "Debbie Downer Moments" in life. It's nice to forget our problems, even for a few hours, and celebrate an important day.

The celebrating hasn't stopped. And by the looks of our schedules, we'll be playing all weekend. But that is definitely part of the fun. We're Mariachis after all! Now I'm going to go eat something yummy, try to finish up some work stuff, and figure out how to catch a few minutes of sleep...before the celebrations continue. Oh ya, and we'll be doing a heck of a lot of this....



all weekend long! ♫

Rosemary Chicken & Tomatoes

So hear Fall is just around the corner. Around here, you'd never know. We're still reaching triple digits. And I'm done with all of that! So I've decided to start cooking "Fall Inspired" foods. You know, comfort foods. Especially soups and stews. But this week's Gooseberry Patch Recipe of the Week, really caught my eye. Something I want to make. If only my schedule would slow down a bit...


Rosemary Chicken & Tomatoes

1 T. oil
2 lbs. skinless chicken thighs
2/3 c. chicken broth
1/4 c. white wine or
chicken broth
2 cloves garlic, minced
salt and pepper to taste
6 plum tomatoes, chopped
2 green peppers, cut into strips
1-1/2 c. sliced mushrooms
2 T. cornstarch
2 T. cold water
2 t. fresh rosemary, snipped
cooked egg noodles or rice

Heat oil in a skillet over medium heat. Sauté chicken until golden, about 5 minutes. Drain. Add broth, wine or broth, garlic, salt and pepper to skillet; bring to a boil. Reduce heat; cover and simmer for about 20 minutes. Add tomatoes, peppers and mushrooms. Simmer, covered, for 15 minutes, until chicken is cooked through. Transfer chicken to a serving dish; cover to keep warm. In a small bowl, combine cornstarch, water and rosemary; stir into vegetable mixture. Cook and stir until thickened and bubbly; cook for an additional 2 minutes. Serve chicken over noodles or rice; spoon sauce over chicken. Serves 5.


Doesn't that sound yummy? Next week, when I'm back from my gigs, I'm making this. I don't care if it's 110 degrees outside! It just sounds too yummy to pass up! ♫

What's in a Name?

In the spirit of Mi Rosita, and the Baby Shower that we're having today, to celebrate her, I'm going to blog about her. Yes, Mi Rosita has been on every one's mind lately. Her mommy gave us all a big scare, earlier this week. When we thought she was going into labor. Before her Baby Shower! I know. That's our fault. As in, our group of friends. The summer has been a busy one, for all of us! And we just kept postponing this thing.

But today, as I get the last minute details together, I can't help but think about Mi Rosita. And all that she's going to be. The simple task, of coming up with her middle name, is a tough one. One that A and I are struggling with.



For all, but one of my Goddaughters, I've been asked to come up with a middle name. I've been part of the 2 man crew, whose job is to pick the perfect name. A name that goes well with her first name, that her padres picked out. But a name that means something. That symbolizes something we, as Godparents, want to instill in our Goddaughter. A name that will describe our love.

This is not A and I's first time either. We've been a part of this rodeo, a time or two. Something that we're familiar to. But not completely at ease with. Our Compadres A, haven't made it too easy either. They're still debating on a few names. And A and I, we've narrowed down our list. It's tough. This little princess is going to have this name for life. It's got to be perfect!

Yes, her presents are finished. Perfectly wrapped. And all the decorations are sitting neatly in my car. Food is ready. And we have a little bit of preparation left to do, closer to "party time." But we're ready.

Mi Rosita's name, not so much. But the 4 of us are hard at work. I'm pretty sure, the minute we see this sweet little girl, her name will just speak to us. We'll have found the perfect name for her. The name that was meant for her, and her alone.

Yes, we take this whole Godparent, naming, loving thing seriously around here. Because it's the only way to do it! Mi Rosita, we love you so much. And can't wait to meet you. Just a few days left. But today, we're going to have some fun. And later, finish up your nursery! ♫

Gala Design

I recently found the Etsy shop, Gala Design. Oh my goodness! They have some of the most beautiful pieces of jewelry. I've never wanted every single item from an Etsy Shop before. But this shop, well, can I have one of each? PLEASE!

Here are some of my favorites. They're just gorgeous. And I'm already trying to figure out, just how to save all of my pennies. The pieces aren't ridiculously expensive. But for me, I'm going to have to do some saving up.



The Olivia Earrings. Perfect for casual days. Something I can throw on any old day. And still feel "put together."



The Rosalie Earrings are a fun set. With a nice "pop" of color. And the perfect amount of femininity.



Talk about fun! These Dandelion Earrings just make me smile. From the name, to the design, they're just fun!



The Ella Earrings, are simple and gorgeous! Who wouldn't want a pair of these? They also happen to remind me of my birthstone. Total bonus!



The last piece, well it's my favorite! The Harper Necklace. I'd treasure this piece. I just love the beautiful, and simple design. Something fun, and timeless.

What do you think? Aren't they just amazing? Maybe if I'm good, I'll get my favorite piece for Christmas. That doesn't seem too bad. Right? Oh, I'm off to go stare at the Shop page some more! ♫

Friday Fill In #32

This has been an interesting week. It started out bumpy, but has turned out to be a good week. A busy week. But a good week! Now I'm in overdrive. Trying to get everything done, for this weekend. I'm sure it will get done. One way or another. But I needed to take a break, and do my Friday Fill-Ins. Happy Friday!

1. The only question is, how in the world, am I going to get, to where I want to be.

2. I wish I could clean my yard in one day.

3. Three things on my desk: a vase of pink roses, a cup of pens, and a glass of pineapple juice.

4. Deciding on a final internship, for this semester, is the one thing I HAVE to do today!

5. I love playing with my Goddaughters.

6. Horrible cologne/perfume overwhelms the senses.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to a long night of hard work in the PICU, tomorrow my plans include finishing up some gifts and baking, and Sunday, I want to have fun with my friends! ♫

Diamonds are a Girl's Best Friend

I'm in a very good mood today. It might have something to do with, watching my favorite Marilyn Monroe movie, last night. That's right, Diamonds are a Girl's Best Friend. So I want to share the love...



I hope everyone has a great Friday! I'll be singing this song all day long. With a BIG smile on my face. I just love when something so simple, puts me in such a great mood! ♫

Friday Fill In #31

Why has this felt like the longest week ever? I seriously want to crawl into bed and stay there for a week. It's just been a tough week. And I'm more than happy, that it's over! But I can't kick off the weekend, without my Friday Fill-Ins. :)

1. How can I possibly get through all of this?

2. You'd never find me smoking weed, I LOVE my brain too much!

3. My hair needs some serious help.

4. This year was my High School 10 year reunion, and I didn't go.

5. My favorite summer fruits are berries and peaches.

6. Boom...what was that?

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to some rest, tomorrow my plans include yard work and Sunday, I want to enjoy a little bit of life! ♫

Choo Choo, All Aboard

Today, my parents and I went on a fun adventure. On that train. Yes, from 8AM to 5PM, we just enjoyed a little bit of life. A slow and fun trip, on the train. Seeing some of the most beautiful landscape that you can imagine!

It's something that mis padres, have talked about for anos and anos. Since I was a ninita. They've always wanted to go. And after a long road trip, much longer than we expected, a little investigating, a questionable hotel, and a fair dinner, we made it to the train. Honestly, I would not trade today for anything. We had that much fun!

Our trip included a tour, bus ride, up the mountain. Crossing the state line at least 11 times on the way back. The return trip was on the train. And halfway back, we stopped for lunch. It was really a fun ride. We met new people. Had great conversations! And it ended with a sprinkling of rain, and getting to see a family of deer. :)

When we got back, we did some shopping. Yes, in that little tiny town. And got a few souvenirs. Nothing crazy or odd. Just some cute things. My Mom bought a hummingbird sign, for her yard. My Dad bought a train for his collection. And I got a pin and some earrings.

Then we made the trip home. Well, we didn't get there. We made it to the state capital. We managed a small dinner, before hunting down a hotel. A better hotel. And we've pretty much collapsed. In pure exhaustion! It was such a great day. A fun trip. And now, I'm ready for some sleep! ♫

Flower Baskets

About a year ago, my parents and I, traveled up to the State Capital. For no real reason at all. Just for a quick trip. We didn't have a plan. But figured that we would walk through the Plaza. And eventually head home. It was a day trip.

And when we got there, you couldn't miss the beautiful flowers. Tons and tons of baskets, overflowing with beautiful flowers. Hanging throughout the Plaza. A little like these...



And since that time, those flowers were all I could think about. I wanted baskets of beautiful flowers for my yard. Something simple, but beautiful. So I almost died out of excitement, when I found hanging flower baskets, and liners, at the Dollar Tree.

I bought a dozen. I'm not even ashamed to admit that. They're not huge. But they are the perfect size. And I planted a bunch of seeds inside them. And a few flowers. I have bigger plans for next year. Since I have a better clue about growing flowers in a basket. And I've got so many ideas. Yup, I'm excited!

It's funny. How simple the idea is. And how it never occurred to me before. I want flowers to hang from my HUGE trees. And in the middle of the lawn. I just need to find those poles. I can imagine flowering vines growing up the poles, and flowers dangling from the baskets. All the things that inspired me, on that summer day. ♫

Big Cherry

Do you remember the candy, Big Cherry? It was my favorite growing up. I could count on a good family friend, to sneak me one, at the little league games. Every single time! Or my Auntie Joe, bringing one over, after I finished my dinner. Yum! Those were the days. :)



Today, I got a delicious Big Cherry! Ya, I know. It's early in the morning. But yum, it was good! Honestly, I didn't know that they were still making them. I never see them anywhere.

But Dr. M walked in. 2 precious candies in his hands. So we sat and ate. Enjoying our bliss in complete silence. The crunchy nuts, super sweet filling, and the yummy cherry! This is going to be a great day. Happy Saturday! ♫

Polka Dottie Blankie

I don't know what is more precious, the baby in this picture, or the blanket. Honestly, both are making my heart smile. But back to the blanket. It's a crochet blanket! No lie. Isn't it just too cute?

I'm working on 7 separate ones. For some very precious baby girls. Yes, I know it sounds a little crazy. But it is so much fun. I just love this pattern. All those "polka dots." Since I couldn't find a pattern, I made up my own. And it's going surprisingly well.

Mi Princesa is also a big fan, of this fun pattern. Oh yes she is! I think it's the texture, that gets people interested. And Mi Princesa may have hinted at a new blankie. You know, to match her "Nap Mat" for school. I just might be able to squeeze that in! ;) Nah, she's not spoiled at all! ♫

Pasta with Roasted Vegetables

Vegetables are seriously my favorite things to eat. I don't think people realize how different they can taste, just buy cooking them in different ways. An example, broccoli. When it's raw, it's crisp, and has a very strong taste. Steamed, it's still crisp, but the taste is less intense. But when roasted, the texture and taste change completely! The broccoli has a more "nutty" taste. Here's a fun and easy recipe from Gooseberry Patch. This week's Free Recipe of the Week, highlights the wonderful taste of roasted veggies.

Pasta with Roasted Vegetables

1 lb. fresh mixed vegetables, chopped
salt and pepper to taste
2 t. dried rosemary
2 t. dried thyme
2 T. olive oil
1/2 lb. rigatoni, cooked
2 t. balsamic vinegar
2-1/2 T. grated Parmesan cheese

Arrange vegetables in a lightly greased 13"x9" baking dish. Season with salt, pepper, rosemary and thyme; pour oil over all and toss. Roast vegetables in a 500 degree oven for 10 minutes or until browned. Drain vegetables, reserving juice; set aside. In a large serving bowl, toss pasta, vegetables, reserved juice and vinegar together. Sprinkle with Parmesan cheese; toss. Makes 4 servings.


Honestly, this is one of the yummiest, and easiest recipes around. It can easily work as a side dish, or a main course. This is also a good way to use up any bits and pieces of veggies. You know what I mean. At the end of the week, when we have a mix of veggies, leftover from cooking all week. So yummy! ♫

I Need Lucy

It's been a ridiculously tough week. And it's only Tuesday. If we're Facebook friends, you seen my post. About marriage. Yes, I contemplated marriage. So I could run away, from all of this. But we all know, that won't solve anything. Let's just say, it's a good thing, this man, is in Espana right now. :)

So to cheer myself up, I decided to watch a few YouTube videos tonight. More specifically, I Love Lucy. She's my favorite! This is one of my favorite episodes. And it makes me laugh every single time. I hope you enjoy it too!



So what do you do when you're having a bad week. Or when you are just feeling "down in the dumps." I watch YouTube videos, bake yummy cupcakes, and paint my nails. Anything to feel good again. Hopefully, it works tonight. ♫

Victorian Cape

A friend of mine, forwarded this to me today. The Victorian Cape. For a baby. The best part, it's today's free pattern from Free Crochet. I can just imagine the perfect little baby, all wrapped up. So sweet! I just might have to start making one, or five! Because this would be absolutely perfect, for a wintertime Baptismo. ♫

Makes Me Smile

The moment I seen this necklace, I had a smile on my face! It is just the cutest thing ever. The pinwheel reminds me of my childhood. And summer. All those summer evenings that I spent with my Grandma S. Sitting in her porch. Playing with pinwheels.

You know the ones. You would buy them at the store for a dollar. They were made out of a very thin plastic-foil type of material. You'd play with them all summer, and then, you weren't quite sure what happened to them...

This necklace just reminds me of a time past. Filled with laughter and happiness. Now, I'll be saving up my pennies for this little gem. Oh, I just can't wait! ♫

Good Luck Team USA!!!

Team USA. Isn't it just amazing what they've accomplished? I think so. Tons and tons of hard work. And heart. We're so proud of these ladies. It's not the time to compare them to 1999 team. No. These ladies are different. They've accomplished so much. Just like the 1999 team, they're amazing. A different set of women. Who will inspire so many American girls.



No matter what happens today, we're proud of our fellow Americans. Yes, we'd all be so excited with the victory. But our fellow Americans have already accomplished so much. So very much! Good luck ladies. We're all cheering for you. ♫

Sisterly Love

If you are someone from my family, you know, I have 8 half siblings. For my entire life, I've been closer to my 2 youngest sisters. Unfortunately, many of my brothers and I, aren't exactly on the same page. But my sisters, they've been there for me.

It's crazy. In the last 12 years or so, I've really lost touch with my hermanas. It makes me so sad. It hardens my heart. And honestly, it makes me feel incomplete. I really wish, that I could get in touch, with my sisters.

My Mom's daughter and I, were never super close. But we got along. And we saw each other when we could. But honestly, it's been nearly 10 years since we've seen each other. That saddens me. So much!

About 2 months ago, I reached out. We sent text messages back and forth. And talked about meeting up. Before she left town. Unfortunately, it didn't work out. I wish it had. I miss my sister. And now, all I can do is hope. That we can reconnect sometime soon.

Then there is my Dad's daughter. We were super close. For years and years, there was rarely a day that would go by, that we didn't see each other. I love my sister so much. We were so close. And it's super sad to say, but we haven't spoken in almost 10 1/2 years!

I think about her all the time. And honestly, I wish I could talk to her. I wish that we'd run into each other. Somewhere. Because I really miss her. We were so close. I miss that. She was the only sibling, that I've ever had, who treated me with love, respect, and care.

Most of all, I miss just hanging out with her. Laughing. Sharing our lives. Cooking together. The simple things. Celebrating our birthdays together. I miss just spending time together. Being sisters and friends. I miss my sister more than words can say.

It's crazy. The older I get, the more I miss my sisters. It's like I need them more. I need them in my life. I want them in my life. If only. If only we were closer. We had more time together. Had a better bond. Didn't have the family issues to deal with.

My sisters mean the world to me. And if I can help mend our broken relationships, I'm all in! If only I had a way to get in touch with them. To build back our broken relationships. To be sisters and friends again. I pray for this every single day! ♫

Little Owl Purse

My friend D, brought her kids by my office, at The Ranch today. And as I was quickly doing a search for crochet patterns, this one popped up. D's oldest daughter just fell in love with this Owl. Her little eyes just lit up!

I just couldn't say no. So I downloaded this pattern, and hopefully, will have this owl finished by Monday. Honestly, how could I say no? That adorable little face. She's 100% little girl. Loves her some purses. And shoes...

Who knows, I might just love this pattern. And I might make a couple, for a future Craft Fair or two. Now I'm off to hunt down some cute baby patterns. You know, I've got a bunch of Baby Showers coming up. I need to get busy making presents. ♫

Friday Fill In #28

This is been a rather dramatic week. In more ways than one. This man, has been a total lifesaver! So I'm a little sad, that he's about to leave the country, for 6 weeks. But I guess, a lot of that, I actually have control over. And I'm a little scared. So I'll suffer silently. Anyway, I'm going to be positive. Especially since Familia G is back in town. And I'm very happy about this week's Friday Fill-Ins. Happy Friday!

1. I hold a pillow while I sleep.

2. Cowboy J is someone I like to travel with because he makes everything fun and interesting.

3. That day, was so horrible, I want to forget all about it.

4. I want better, for my life, this year.

5. Trust God.

6. I like to think and pray in the dark.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to making NICU babies better, tomorrow my plans include lots of work and Sunday, I want to enjoy "Pancake Sunday" and the NASCAR race! ♫

Mexican Corn Salad

Are you like me? You live for summer fruits and veggies. I seriously do! I can't wait, for the first corn of the summer. And the berries. Oh, the berries! So I'm always looking for a yummy recipe, for fresh summer foods. Like this one. It's this week's Gooseberry Patch Free Recipe of the Week.

Mexican Corn Salad

8 ears corn, husked
1/4 c. red onion, chopped
1/4 c. green pepper, chopped
1/4 c. red pepper, chopped
1 tomato, chopped
2 t. garlic, chopped
1/4 c. fresh basil, chopped, or 1 t. dried basil
1 t. dried oregano
Optional: 1 t. hot pepper sauce
1/3 c. olive oil
2 T. lime juice
1 T. rice wine vinegar
salt and pepper to taste
Optional: 1 jalapeño pepper, seeded and chopped

Boil corn 8 minutes in a stockpot of lightly salted water. Rinse to cool with cold water; slice kernels from cobs. Combine kernels and vegetables with remaining ingredients except salt, pepper and jalapeño. Toss well to combine. Season with salt and pepper to taste. Add jalapeño, if desired, and toss again.


So what do you think? Something you'd try? I'm thinking of grilling some chicken breasts. Maybe making some fresh guacamole. And definitely an Agua de Sandia. Sounds pretty yummy to me! ♫

We're Having a...

A GIRL! Times 5! No lie. I just found out, the last "expecting couple" of my friends, is having a baby girl. Which means, I will have 5 new Goddaughters. This Fall. I can't believe it! I'm super excited. All 5 of these little girls are blessings from God. I'm sure that My Music Man is also excited. He's going to be a "Nono" for the very first time.

Yup, we are all so excited! 5 new baby girls. Already loved so much. I always feel so blessed, when I'm asked to be a Godmother, or "Nana." It really is a special duty. One that I hold dear to my heart. Not only do I get to love these ninitas, I get to help guide them in their lives.

Now, this Nana needs to get busy. Finishing up gifts, nurseries, and Baptismo dresses. But honestly, I'm so excited! Congrats to all of my friends. This is going to be a fun ride. And I'm so excited to be a part of it! ♫

Oh Mr.

I've been lucky the last few days. My Music Man has been in town, and we've spent some time just hanging out. Catching up, before he leaves, for 6 weeks in Europe!

My Music Man has been working hard. In my hometown. And I got the opportunity to "steal" him away on Friday. His parents and I showed up, and we took him out to dinner. Yum! Was the food delish! And the company was so good. We laughed the entire time. And honestly, I don't think anyone missed him at "work." There was just so much going on. But we did manage to get him back, before the entire event was over.

But it was nice to enjoy time with him and his parents. It doesn't happen much. Actually, it's rare. But definitely a fun time to be had. That is definitely one family I'd love to be a part of. You know what I mean?

On Saturday, Mr. Wonderful there, got me some tickets. I ended up going to the concert by myself. I knew my parents wouldn't be up to it. But I was set to have some fun! Meeting the Mr. and his parents for dinner, just before the show. :) We had a yummy dinner. And prepared for a fun show. Full of beautiful music. And a little singing from My Music Man. It was wonderful! I don't know who the bigger fan was...me, his sister, or his mom. But this guy, had an entire section of fans. And I'm not just saying the 3 of us!

After the concert, my "Wanna-Be-In-Laws" went to gamble in the Casino. We headed to one of the Ballrooms. Which was set up for some "jamming." One thing you should know about our Music Conferences, is there is a ton of "jamming" that happens. Generally, there is a location, where everyone just shows up. Instruments in hand. And you just play. Everyone joins in. Teachers, students, anyone. And we sing. And dance. It really is a lot of fun. And that's what we thought we'd be doing.

Nope. The "Jam Session" turned into a night of dancing. One of the guys, that I worked with in my hometown, well his brother is a DJ. And came out for free. We had a great time. Lots of really good people. Having a lot of fun! And a lot of dancing happening!

Before I knew it, money was coming out of his wallet. Directed at the "Free DJ." To play this song...



A smile found it's way to his lips. My heart melted a bit. And we danced. No lie. I'm turning into one of those women.

Before long, the man with all the chivalry in the world, was punching out that musician. The one neither of us can stand. The one that prevented the Mr. from getting a job. In my hometown. And is now jealous of My Music Man's success. Did I mention? He can't stand me either. The feelings are mutual.

My Music Man has found himself on the other side of "that punch" before. During that time when we weren't talking. When I couldn't stand him. When he was mean as heck! And 'Ol Blue Eyes decked him. During our rehearsal. No lie...

But to see him punch someone else, well that just makes, well wonder. I'm grateful for My Music Man. And all of his good values. Before I knew it, that musician was being dragged out of there. My Music Man was checking to see if I was OK. And well, the rest of the musicians were on our side.

Yes, it's been a complicated and difficult road for My Music Man and I. We've had good times. Really good times. But we've also had really, really, really bad times. There was a two year span, when we didn't even talk. That's how much anger was there.

But whenever I've needed him the most, this man has been there. For whatever it was, that I needed. I'm so thankful. And grateful. That he is in my life. We encounter many people, like that rude musician. And never, not one single time, has he not defended me. My Music Man makes me feel so incredibly special. And worthwhile.

At the end of the night, we said our goodbyes. And got one of those truly amazing hugs of his. I went home with a knowledge, that someone out there, really does love me. Not out of obligation. But out of want. Beyond all the storybook lines, he really does love me. Maybe it's time, to start letting that love in. Into my heart. And really believing him. After 10 years, there's little, that we don't know, about one another. ♫

In Case You Were Wondering...

This isn't my "main" blog. It's not even were I flock to most days. I started this blog to keep in touch with family. Except, I never told anyone. :)

But this is a secondary blog. Like my FB page. And twitter. No, you won't ever find my primary ones. And they're all set to private. But there you go. This is going to be a "family friendly" zone. A place for me to keep in touch with my family. You might hear or read about my friends, but you probably won't ever see them. Sorry.

And that's why I use initials or nicknames, when I blog here. For privacy reasons. Most of my close friends have blogs, twitter, and FB...but they're all private. Because we share "real life" pictures. Of their kiddos. Their lives. Our homes.

But I will share my life here. As much as I can. Using initials. From time to time, a cute picture. Whatever. I'm trying to stay in touch with the people I love, but rarely get to see.

I will try to blog daily. Most days I'm active on twitter. And I try to post daily on FB. It doesn't always happen. But I try. You can also e-mail me. I welcome it all. And I want to say, Welcome to all of my family! My blog is finally out there! ♫

Who's Who

If you've been reading my blog, you're probably wondering...Who's who? Who are you talking about? Why do you use initials and not names? What's with these nicknames?

Well, I know my friends are cautious about their kids. And they have every right to be. So in our private blogs, we share pictures. And names. But here, I'll use initials. I've come up with nicknames, just for the blog, for my Goddaughters. They either have something to do with my Goddaughter's name, her favorite character, or something that reminds me of her. That's it.

But I know it can get a little confusing. So I'm going to try and give you a bit of a legend. Maybe it will make reading my blog a little more simple. A little easier to read and understand. So here goes...

My Goddaughters:

♥My 'Rella: She's my first Goddaughter. She battled cancer for almost 5 years. And is now in remission. Her parents are my Compadres CJ.
♥My Care Bear: She's a cutie pie! My oldest Goddaughter. Her dad is Maestro G.
♥Mi Princesa: She's from a BIG familia! Familia G. My Compadres G are her parents. Her big sister is Big M. Her little sister is Little M. And her twin sister and brother are Baby M and Baby D.
♥My Lovebug: My cutie patootie Goddaughter. Her parents are my Compadres P.
♥My Lil' Cowgirl: She's my Compadres T's baby girl. Her mom is M. M is also my friend/hairstylist/MUA. Her dad is B. Who is also in charge of the Country Band. Her big sister is L, and her twin brother is R.
♥Mi Florecita: She's my little Mexicanita! Her parents are my Compadres MG.
♥Mi Estrellita: She's my primos daughter! Yes, I have one Goddaughter who is also familia.
♥My Jellybean: Her parents are so much fun! I met her dad in college. They're also known as my Compadres M.
♥My Lil' Southern Belle: She's my Goddaughter who is sick. Daughter to my Best Friend. Also known as my Bestie.
♥My Lil' Sunshine: The youngest daughter to my friend D. She's been such a blessing! And such an unexpected Goddaughter. Her mom converted to Catholicism after a tough divorce.

My Soon-to-Be Goddaughters:

♥My Lil' Apple: I went to school with her parents. I worked with her mom, E. And now I work with her dad, P. There also known as my Compadres R.
♥My Lil' Fashionista: Her mom is the stylist that our band uses. And also an amazing friend! I refer to her as C.
♥My Lil' Birdie: Her parents are my Compadres S.
♥Mi Munequita: Her parents are my Compadres C. My Music Man and I are also their Padrinos. And soon to be Compadres.
♥Mi Rosita: Her parents are my Compadres A.

My Amigos:

♥My Bestie: My best friend from childhood.
♥My Compadres C: We've been friends forever! My Music Man and I are they're Padrinos. We're all super close. And we met in college.
♥A: He's a good friend. Who plays in the Mariachi with me. Our trumpet player. He's also Mi Princesa's Godfather.
♥'Ol Blue Eyes: My boss and friend. Amazing guy. He's also My Lil' Southern Belle's Godfather.
♥Cowboy J: He's my boss and friend. Owns The Ranch. And is My Lil' Cowgirl's Godfather. He's also in the Country Band.
♥O: A really good friend of mine. Who's also a Mariachi musician. He's B's widow. My 'Rella and My Care Bear's Godfather.
♥B: A good friend of mine. Who got called to Heaven so early in here life. She is missed so much! She was supposed to be My 'Rella's Godmother.
♥My Music Man: What is he? A Mariachi musician, in the Country Band with me. A good friend. I don't know what else to say. He wears a lot of hats. :)
♥B or sometimes Cowboy B: My friend, the founder of the Country Band. Dad to My Lil' Cowgirl.
♥M: B's wife. My Lil' Cowgirl's mom. A good friend. My MUA/hairstylist.
♥C: Another amazing friend. Our stylist for the Country Band. An amazing seamstress!
♥The Cowboy: A friend of mi familia. It's sorta complicated...
♥Maestro G: A good friend. Almost dad like figure. Musical genius! Almost manager. My Care Bear's dad. And My Jellybean's Godfather.
♥Dr. S: My supervisor at work.
♥Dr. M: One of the Drs. I work with.
♥Dr. P: A doctor that I once worked with. He's trying to get me to move to NC. To work in the hospital where he is now the chief.
♥Dr. L: A really good friend. A doctor that I work with from time to time. And he's also a musician.

I think that's a pretty good start. What do you think? If you're still confused, please leave a comment. Maybe I can help. Or you can help me explain. But I hope this helps out a bit. ♫

Loving the Dark!

Did you know about this little wonder? Well, I didn't! And after a quick trip to Target recently, I found this beauty! Almonds + dark chocolate + small price = 1 very happy woman! When did this happen? When did Hershey's start making yummy, full-sized, dark chocolate bars??? I don't know when it happened. But I'm so glad it did! Now I'm off to enjoy my little treat. Happy Monday! ♫

Sugar and Spice #28

Sugar

♥4th of July fun!
♥Hanging out with the Hospital Kiddos for the holiday.
♥Fun DJs.
♥Amazing celebrities, who don't forget the "little people."
♥Steal Magnolia. Love that group! And their music.
♥Great deals on flower bulbs. Seriously made my week. I can't wait to plant them. :)
♥Amazing lyrics, that really mean something.
♥Fun fireworks.
♥The best co-workers you could ask for. We have a tough job. So it's nice to have amazing people to work with.
♥Lots of new baby boys. They're all coming soon. I can't wait to meet them!
♥Meeting family you never knew about.
♥My yard finally looking good. I work so hard at it. It's nice to see all my hard work paying off.
♥Hanging with 'Ol Blue Eyes. His new beautiful home! And spending lots of time with my friend.
♥Spending lots of time with my "Wanna Be In-Laws." It really was nice. They are such great people!
♥Fun meals. With lots of laughter. And really good food.
♥Watching "I Love Lucy," at odd ball hours.
♥Amazing people like Jaycee Dugar.
♥Talking with Mi Princesa and her sisters. They're having a blast on vacation. I'm so glad!
♥Hanging out with this guy all weekend! He just makes my heart sing. In all the right ways!
♥Mariachi Music.
♥Fun neighbors.
♥Celebrating birthdays.
♥Watching the flowers and birds. God is great. And nature is our proof.
♥Dancing the night away. With this guy. Even I have to admit it, we go together like "Peas and Carrots." :)
♥Little souls like Caylee Anthony. May she rest in peace. She deserved so much better.
♥Did I mention...great friends!

Spice

★Mean people...
★HOT, HOT, HOT days!
★Missing holidays with mi familia.
★The Incredible Hulk getting the boot from RTV.
★This heat. It's honestly killing me. And all my plants!
★Watching kiddos suffer.
★Casey Anthony's trial. There are no words to describe it. I'm speechless.
★This week's Friday Fill-Ins. Seriously! I wasn't feeling them.
★Never spending time, with amazing family members. That I knew nothing about. Until it was too late.
★Lots of family drama. I'm so over it. And completely exhausted because of it.
★Crazy musicians. Seriously, they need to get a life. It's not all about them.
★Weird family members.
★Dishonest people.
★Losing touch with the people I love.

It's been a crazy week. So incredibly busy! With too much drama for my liking. But amazing people, like this guy and his family, make life worth living. And I'm going to hang on to that. Knowing that God only gives us, as much as we can handle. He also sends us people, to make it all worth while. God has a way of making life good, no matter how much bad is coming at us. I'm happy to see last week behind me. And I'm anxious for the new week ahead. Filled with promise. Happy Sunday! ♫

Missing Both of Them...

It's been a few years since I've seen my nephew. The last time seen him, he was in the hospital. He had nearly died. I went to visit him. Although he couldn't speak, I knew he recognized me. I went as often as I could. Which honestly, was not near as enough. But I tried.

It's weird. You know, we pretty much grew up together. Sure, he's a few years older than me. I was in elementary school, when he was in high school. But we always seemed to have a bond. We'd joke. and he'd always take care of me. Almost like he was my big brother. :)

Years later, and shortly before he was hospitalized, he had a son. The most precious little boy I've ever seen! So cute. And my nephew made sure to bring him by. He wanted his little boy to know his "Gramps," my Mom, and I. I enjoyed all the time we spent together. I really cherished it.

Long before I was a "Nana" to many little girls, my nephew and his girlfriend, asked me to be their son's Godmother. I was so excited! I even went out looking for a cute tuxedo and all. But like I said, life had some twists and turns for us. And my nephew was soon fighting for his life. The Baptismo was no longer the priority.

It's been years. Many, many years. And my nephew and his little boy are always on my mind. I often wonder how they are all doing. I pray for them. And I ask God to watch over them. To take care of them. Because I love them so much!



This song, always reminds me of my nephew. Funny how just when I'm thinking about him, I hear this song. I can still see him dancing to it. When I was little, my sister lived in this trailer. My nephew would blast his "jam" and dance. Literally, the entire trailer would shake. I thought it was so funny. So he'd do it more. My sister didn't always feel the same way.

I really wish that I could see my nephew and his little boy again. I miss them so much! Is it nuts that I still have presents for him? In my closet! I just wish that I could see them. To make sure they're OK. Either way, they're always on my mind, and in my heart. I just hope,that they know, just how much I love them both. ♫

Paradise in the Desert...

Ol' Blue Eyes lives in the SE. But for the last year or so, he's been spending a lot of time, here. In the SW. For half the week, he hangs out with the band and I. Just hanging out. Enjoying our little town. Helping the guy move hay. And stuffing payroll envelopes with me.

On Monday, he bought a new house. Here! OK, not just a house. But an entire farm! With a working orchard. HUGE business! And he just bought it. Like he was buying a soda. Because he wants a place to just "relax and hangout." Seriously?!?!?!

OK, so I couldn't resist the offer. He called and invited me over, to see his new place. I went over on Tuesday, after work. GORGEOUS! This house, it's amazing. Dude can barely cook. And he has 2 gourmet kitchens. Did I mention the outdoor kitchen? How about the 7 bedrooms? 10 bathrooms. Ginormous windows. There's also a couple hundred acres of property.

But hold your horses! What about the "Guest House?" It's bigger than my home! And the tree lined driveway. Man, this place is amazing. Did I mention...this is just his home to "hangout" in? Oh, and there is a gorgeous swimming pool.

So I don't know how to swim. But it didn't stop me. I sat poolside all afternoon. Laughing and enjoying the company of my friend. Talking about our futures. What we like to do in our "down time." Just enjoying the warm weather.

That evening, we enjoyed some BBQ. Sat on the floor, watching TV. Enjoying Combat Hospital. And some frozen fruit. It just cracks me up. Only in a "Man's World," does someone buy a house, and then a TV. Furniture, curtains, dishes...never even crossed his mind. :)

At the end of the evening, 'Ol Blue Eyes, asked me to decorate his house. No budget. He's seen what I've done for J. How I've decorated 3 of his homes. And we're working on a 4th. From the ground up. So I've got me a new job. Decorating Ol' Blue Eyes' new home.

I can see myself, and the band spending lots of time there. Just hanging out. Perhaps practicing for gigs. Or maybe just enjoying a meal and some poker. Yes, we are a "Texas Hold 'Em" kind of a group.

So now that I'm going to be spending some serious time at Ol' Blue Eyes' new home, maybe I'll learn how to swim. He's offered to teach me. This man has enjoyed water and swimming all of his life. Me? I'm more of a "Dangle my feet in the water" kind of a gal. So let's see.

But you can't deny it. Our friend got an incredible deal. Funny how he finds our town as an oasis. To just get away from life. Probably because very few people around here, recognize him. And he gets to live a "normal life." But seriously, his home is amazing!

It doesn't hurt that the place feels like "Heaven on Earth." That his "farm" is more like a piece of paradise, than a piece of desert property. Now, I just need to find the perfect furnishings. It's nice to have an unlimited budget. I'm drooling at all the possibilities! ♫

Commander in Chief Lilies

I'm really a fan of lilies. They're beautiful. And super easy to grow! I almost cried, when I seen this Lily. It's so beautiful in real life. And I knew I had to have some.

I asked my friend C, were she got them. Well, the next day, I had 5 bulbs on my desk! My friends are incredible. I planted them, as soon as I got home. Along with 3 yellow King Humberts. Yes, they look amazing too! I'm one step closer to a "Tropical Paradise," in my backyard!

I'm hoping that these lilies multiply. They're gorgeous. And so expensive! But they're beautiful. And honestly, they're perfect for this time of year! The rich red, against the beautiful green grass. ♫

Friday Fill In #27

Can you believe that it's already Friday? I know. I'm still trying to write Tuesday's date. :) This week's Friday Fill-Ins are just a little off. Don't blame me if they don't make any sense at all! But I'm a good sport, and trying it out. How about you?

1. I am from the chair, from Clorox, and Summer Flowers.

2. I am from the Old Colonial, with sweet smells, cool breezes, and peaceful nights..

3. I am from the Elephant Ear, Tiger Lilies, and Bamboo; also the Spider Plant, Peonies, and Sandy Beaches.

4. I am from baking cookies and taking care of family, from Genevieve and John and Garcia.

5. I am from the celebrating all of our good and standing by one another during the bad.

6. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to seeing My Music Man, tomorrow my plans include going to the Car Show and Parade and Sunday, I want to take a long afternoon nap! ♫

Sweet Angel

Over the last few days, we've learned so much. But there are still so many unanswered questions. The punishment doesn't seem to fit the crime. All the attention is on Casey.

But this sweet face, we just can't forget about her. The horror she must have endured. Her last living moments filled with such evil. This perfect little girl, didn't deserve any of it. We need to remember that.

And we need to remember Caylee Marie Anthony. She deserved a better life. She deserved a future. All we can do now, is pray for her. And remember her. Remember the sweet angel that was taken from this world, way too soon! ♫

Oh Boys!

It just seems like the big events, like babies and marriages, come in groups. I have a few friends, and cousins, who are expecting baby boys. Or have recently had a cute little boy. So I've been searching high and low, for the perfect crochet patterns. It's so tough to find little boy patterns. But I've found some cuties!



Seriously! Does it get any cuter? I just love this little hat. A "little man" hat. I don't know if it's the hat, or the baby, but it sure makes me smile!



And these booties. Too cute for words. I've never seen any crochet patterns quite like this. But I'm loving these booties!

So now that I've found some cute patterns, I'm crocheting like a mad woman! So many babies. So little time. Seriously, one of my cousins had her baby in May. I'm still working on the gift! And I'm going to a Baby Shower next weekend. I need to get some serious crocheting done! ♫

Celebrating

For a few years now, I've worked on the 4th of July. It's been amazing. I know. It doesn't sound like a good time. But it really is.

First of all, the community is amazing. Always trying to give back. They acknowledge the kids. And their health problems. And their needs. So many businesses offer to help. In any way they can. As in, donating items, giving money, or giving time. Especially for the holidays. This year was no different.

The kiddos enjoyed berry pancakes. Everything had to be red, white, and blue. The kitchen also set up a cookie decorating station. We had crafts. And at noon, DJ J came to broadcast live. Let's just say, he brought the party! Kids were dancing all around. And we had a BBQ.

We convinced the kiddos to chill in the afternoon. Naps, movies, and overall down time. But by the evening, we were back to BBQ-ing. DJ J was still there. He was supposed to go DJ at a club. Instead, he hung out with all of us. Oh, and Ol' Blue Eyes was doing a MAW at our hospital. The kiddos were so excited!

But the best, was after dark. We figured out what kids would stay on the "Play Deck," which would stay inside, and who would get to go on the roof. People were moving around. Getting kids were they needed to be.

Everyone was over the moon! Berry sundaes were delivered. And we waiting on the fireworks. The city really delivered. 5 separate fireworks displays! The kiddos "ooood ad ahhed" until almost midnight! The fireworks were amazing!

And as we wheeled kids back to their rooms, all they could talk about was the day. BBQs, flags, and fireworks. It's nice to give them, a bit of the "normal" life, that they usually miss out on.

Seeing all of this, it makes me grateful. Grateful that I am doing a job, that really makes a difference. God has guided me here. To do good. To make these kids feel better. To make the world a better place.

Some days, I wonder why I'm in this field. It can be so hard. And heartbreaking. Literally, heartbreaking. When we lose a patient, it's like losing a family member. It's tough to see all the suffering. But days like this, make it all worth while. If only, we could give the kiddos, more of their childhood back. ♫

The Incredible Hulk

I never watched "The Hulk." Not the movies. Not the TV show. It just didn't interest me. Not my style of TV time. But when my parents came to visit in March, my Mom found this show. OK, so the fact that I only get 2 English channels, and 6 Spanish ones, might be the reason.

My Mom was looking for something to watch on TV. It was already getting warm outside. OK, it was HOT! And we were looking for something to do. My Dad was taking nap. We found "The Incredible Hulk" on RTV.



My Mom was so excited. She watched every single day, while they were at my house. And I have to admit it, it was a pretty good show. A few times in the next weeks, I watched. And well, I became a fan.

Yes, I work. And 90% of the time, I'm not at home in the middle of the afternoon. But those few days, that I was home, I watched. Yes, I was becoming a fan.

Well, recently, the schedule was changed. Some "Western" now comes out. Ugh! And I was really starting to like this show. But what can you do? I did enjoy it for the last 3 months or so. ♫

Happy 4th of July!

I just want to wish everyone a very Happy and Safe 4th of July! I wish I could be home. And celebrating with all of my familia. But work calls. And all of those duties. So enjoy the day. Eat lots of yummy comida! And be safe. We don't need any more wildfires. Happy 4th of July! ♫

Mean

It's been 18 months...

He tells people all the good things. Tries to act like "the good guy." But he's not. And there are some people, that can see through it. They call me and ask me. I'm truthful. If you want to know, just ask. I'll tell you.



This song, the moment I heard it, reminded me of him. Because he's mean. Cruel at times. I know. I've experienced it. He knows the most hurtful things to say. And just when to say them.

But like the song says, one day, I'll be doing better. Living a better life. And where will he be? You know, there are already so many people, that don't want to be around him. He's going to be all alone.

It's sad. A person like this can damage so many lives. Hurt so many people. Be so deceitful. Can literally ruin a family. But I won't let him ruin me. I'll prove to him, that I'm a better person. I will make more of my life.

It's horrible to have to feel this way. And to know the real reason. But I can't change it. He doesn't give me reasons to change it. All I can do is, pray. And let God take care of it.

I guess the craziest part is, he wants to go to my house. Yes, my house! Really?!?!?! Because that will never, ever happen. Not when I know the truth. When I know that he sent an ex-con my way. Trying to intimidate me. It didn't work.

But one day, people will know the truth. They'll know the kind of person that he is. The kind of things that he does. They will know the facts. All I really know is, I'm not going to let him get me down. Not for one more day. I'm stronger than this. And I will prove that much. ♫