The Girl is After My Heart!

Last week while we were on our adventure, my Mom and I saw this book. They wanted $22, because the Toy Store was on the Plaza. I knew I could get it cheaper. I have a Barnes and Noble Membership. And well, I just knew, some place had to have it for less.

Good thinking on my part. :) Earlier this week, I went to Wal-Mart. I needed water, bread, and ice. And while I was in those killer lines, I found this book. Stuck in with the magazines. Oh, and I had My 'Rella with me. She LOVED this cookbook! Totally geared towards little girls. She was just over the moon with it! All smiles. Telling me about all the "recipeses."

I couldn't resist. Especially when I noticed, it was only $10! Are you kidding me? Well, we just had to make something. So when we went to My Music Man's house to check it, you know, I'm supposed to be "House Sitting," we decided to cook. First, we checked the house. Picked up the mail. That sort of thing. And then, we raided the pantry. Thank God this man likes his comida!

Anyway, we made a couple of things out of the book. It really is so much fun. I can't wait to try it out with more of the ninitas. I know we are going to have a blast! I just need to get another copy of the book. My Compadres were pretty happy too. Who wouldn't be? We arrived with lots of goodies!

When I got ready to leave, My 'Rella said, "Nana, I loved today! We had so much fun! I can't wait to cook again. My second favorite thing in the world, is cooking with you. My first is cuddling and reading with you." Seriously! My heart grew about 100 times. I LOVE that girl! And now, I think we are both Cookbook Collectors. ♫

Frozen Fruit Squares

I think I've said this before, I LOVE Cookbooks. And Gooseberry Patch. So it shouldn't surprise you, that I am a HUGE GBP's Free Recipe of the Week. Here's this week's recipe...

Frozen Fruit Squares

8-oz. pkg. cream cheese, softened
1 c. sugar
1-1/2 c. mayonnaise
1 c. chopped pecans
2 bananas, sliced
3 c. frozen whipped topping, thawed
2 8-oz. cans crushed pineapple, drained
2 10-oz. pkgs. frozen strawberries, thawed and drained
12-oz. pkg. mini marshmallows
1 c. grapes, halved

Blend cream cheese, sugar and mayonnaise together; fold in remaining ingredients. Spread in an ungreased 13"x9" freezer-safe pan; cover with aluminum foil and freeze. Remove from freezer and allow to soften before cutting into squares. Makes 18 servings.

I know. It sounds a little weird. But trust me, it's yummy! A and I made this last night. We were watching a friend's mom and MIL. They requested pizza, after church. And we whipped up a batch of these. Yum! There was nothing left! Perfect for summer! ♫

Any Given Tuesday...

On The Ranch, I've learned, to never really plan out my day. I need to get my work done, days ahead of time. Because, you just never know, what the day will bring. Like this morning. I decided to tackle the payroll. 2 days early. I thought it would be a slow day...

Then all sorts of yummy things happened. Ol' Blue Eyes came for a visit. he had us all laughing. And yearning to go out and drive a fast car. My Lil' Cowgirl was hanging out with J. She was also toting around in her Nana's high heels. This girly is learning early! Especially since her Godfather bought her a crown to wear too!

The guys were trying to clean up. You know, we had a horrible wind storm last night. Lots of clean up was required through the orchards. And we were getting in some animals at 9AM. The foreman insisted that I'm married to J. And that our Goddaughter, is really our daughter. This is a daily event. Which lead to all the guys, adding in their 2 cents.

I was also tackled with a crap load of government paperwork. The guys are getting ready to start hauling cattle again. So the proper paperwork needs to be done. And it had to be in the mail by 2PM. We received it at 9AM. Talk about hurrying!

But my boss and friend, J, always has something up his sleeve. Like at lunchtime. When he walked in with a yummy, iced cold Sonic drink. And My Lil' Cowgirl. Shortly followed with a bowl of strawberries, my favorite BBQ sandwich, and cucumber water. Does this man know me or what? I'm absolutely spoiled at work!

I should have known something was up. Especially when Ol' Blue Eyes mentioned our upcoming gigs. And then we went into updating the Band's website. And noticing, just how bad I am at updating people, on Facebook, MySpace, and Twitter. Ya, I suck!

The best was yet to come. You know, at the sleepy hour of 2PM. The office was a little quiet. The heat and the wind were picking up. And I could just tell, something was up. Then J started playing this song...



And before we knew it, we were on the porch...DANCING! In TRIPLE DIGIT WEATHER! Folks, I think we've lost it. Seriously, we have! Then we decided to get some stuff together for our "Big Gig" in October. More dancing. A little singing. And some fiddle playing.

During which time, our Goddaughter was fast asleep. On J's dogs. Who were also asleep. On the floor, in his office. When we were done with the band stuff, I picked some Sunflowers for the Break Room. Made some lemonade for the guys. And started printing checks.

Before long, hay was being piled onto trucks. Guys were hooting and hollering. They were working on the fields. Some were coming in for the day. And one guy, he was about to pass out from the heat. We threw him in a horse's water bucket. The thing is bigger than a bathtub! The guys covered him in ice. And I talked to him. Took his vitals. And before long, we had him inside drinking water.

Yes, that is just "Any Given Tuesday" on The Ranch. We're always moving forward. Rarely if ever, do we go off the plans for the day. We try to. Tasks need to get done by a certain time. But every day life, well, it just happens. And we're just trying to get it all done. Before the sun goes down.

Now I'm getting ready to leave. My Lil' Cowgirl is chasing Chance (the dog) and J is talking to some of the guys. Ol' Blue Eyes is eating. And 2 other dogs, are swimming. In the pool! I tell you, this is the life! Who else gets paid to make payroll, eat yummy food, play with their Goddaughter, laugh with their friends, and dance? I'm not sure. But my job is pretty wonderful! ♫

It's That Time...

You know. It's Summer! And it's time for lots of fun. Long and lazy evenings...with your best friends. The deep belly laughing, that you only do with those few people. Summer nights filled with yummy treats, great music, and the silliest of evenings. Yes, it's that time of year! When I know I'm blessed, with the best friends you can find.

Tonight, I look forward to yummy s'mores. Gooey and warm chocolate, with toasty marshmallows. One or ten...of the best tacos on Earth! And of course, lots of silly laughs. Maybe even A, trying to be a monster. Chasing the ninitos around the yard. Like only their Tio can. He really is the best monster of the group. ;)

Yes, this just might be, my favorite time of year! I feel just like a 5 year old child, on Christmas morning. Because, I get to have dinner at my Compadres' home. And spend a few wonderful hours, with my amigos. We might just add in some music...afterall, we are mariachis! Happy Summer! ♫

Sugar and Spice #26

Sugar

♥My Goddaughter making it through surgery. And doing better every single day. She is an angel.
♥My Bestie. She is amazing! And so strong.
♥Painting the headstones. It means a lot to do things for my loved ones. I'm glad they turned out good. :)
♥Yummy food. Like cereal for dinner. And chili burgers for breakfast.
♥Train rides to "The City Different." It was so much fun! I'll be doing that again.
♥Unexpected visits from good friends.
♥Meeting new and interesting people.
♥Yummy Pascual's breakfast!
♥Chocolate covered strawberries. They should be a sin! But they are so yummy!
♥Nice notes from online buddies!
♥A remembering my LOVE of cupcakes.
♥Time with J and our Goddaughter. So much fun! We have to do that again.
♥Growing plants and flowers. These guys are going through so much. I'm glad they're fighting.
♥Yummy strawberry plants on clearance. $5 people! For a HUGE basket of plants. :)
♥Spending time with my friend R and her little boys. They are adorable! Such little gentlemen.
♥Hiding out at a friend's house. To escape this heat. Have I mentioned my true LOVE of refrigerated air???
♥Masterpiece Theater. Seriously good! One of my favorites.
♥Peonies, lilies, and gardenias. Fresh in a garden. Smelling wonderful!
♥My 'Lil Cowgirl's smile. Her sweet smell. And that laugh! I LOVE being her Nana! It is truly a blessing. :)
♥Praising God. I love my God. He is GREAT!

Spice

★Unappreciative family. Enough said. I'm done with them.
★No more America's Most Wanted. It was clearly one of my favorite shows. What am I going to do now???
★Mosquitoes. Why do they love me? I'm covered in bites!
★The smell of good sunblock. Yuck! You would think they'd do something about that.
★The sun. It bakes me. Turns me red.
★Grouchy people.
★My Dad's frustration with his health. It's a slow process people. We just have to have patients.
★Paperwork. Tons of it! I was buried for days!
★The State requiring weird stuff. As in paperwork. For my parents' business.
★The state of that office. And that man. Oh goodness...
★Trying to collect for past field trips. What a headache! Yes, there are some bills from over a year ago...
★Rushing around trying to track done a single paper. That we can't find. And never did find.
★People trying to figure out how to bill. For something that was paid off over 6 months ago. HELLO!
★Traveling. Heat. And a car that just isn't right...
★This ridiculous heat wave! My house is at least 20 degrees hotter, than the outside temperatures. WTH?
★Not having any form of AC.
★Paying for a phone line that doesn't work...
★88 degrees at 8AM. 100 at noon. 107 at 5PM. 95 at 11PM. What's going on???
★New fires in our state. My friends having to go fight them. They've been gone for weeks!
★Did I mention...ungrateful family?

Well folks, I'm just trying to beat the heat. It's hotter than Hell here. No lie. Even the priest said so this morning. We had a fast mass. Just to escape the heat. And I'm not doing so well. But what can we do? We can't fight our dear Lord. Instead we pray. And keep all those around the fire, in our prayers too. Happy Sunday! ♫

Summer Dreaming

It's only 7AM here, and it's a million degrees outside! Yes, this weather is just nuts! And it makes me dream of wonderful things. Like places I could be. Or lovely things, that I want for my home.



Like this yummy summer hideaway. Doesn't it just look amazing? Simple. Elegant. And beautiful. I'm just dreaming of this peaceful setting. A good book, a soft breeze, and a yummy cold drink will make it just magical!

I wish that I could make it a possibility. And that I had the time to leisurely read my favorite books. Wouldn't that be the life? The endless possibilities, of my dreams. Happy Sunday! ♫

Ladies Love Country Boys...

What can I say? It's a million degrees outside, and about 50 degrees hotter in my house! Dear Lord. Why don't I have AC?

I may not have AC. And I just might live in the desert. Where it is currently 105 degrees. But I do have amazing friends. Friends that invite me over. To their amazingly cold homes. Yes, God Bless my friend and his refrigerated air!

On my first night back home, I'm spending it with J. And our Goddaughter, My 'Lil Cowgirl. Did I mention...he's cooking. Good 'ol Texas BBQ. There just might be a stack of my favorite movies. Just waiting to be watched. And some yummy strawberries! If he keeps treating me like this, I might just have to become his Mrs. :)

OK, so I was joking there. But you know what, if I have to live through 20+ days, of 105+ degrees, I might just have to get married. To you know, tall, dark and green eyes. ;) Or at least, ask for a raise. So I can afford some refrigerated air too!



Until the temps go down, you'll find me at J's house. At least tonight. Enjoying My 'Lil Cowgirl. Maybe taking a dip in the pool. And definitely, getting more accustomed to the "Desert Heat." Happy Saturday! ♫

Friday Fill In #25

I just can't believe how fast this week has gone by! Seriously, today just flew by. Probably because I was buried in work. Paperwork. Just what the doctor ordered...right? Anyway, I'm happy that all of that is behind me. And I finally got to do my Friday Fill-Ins. Happy Friday!

1. Getting away sounds amazing right now.

2. A rainy morning is the best way, to start your day off right.

3. Coffee, tea or me. ;)

4. We need some rain in place of all of this heat.

5. The lights are on.

6. He brings a ton of happiness.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to some down time, tomorrow my plans include cleaning my yard and Sunday, I want to watch some NASCAR! ♫

Summer Hair

It's definitely summer! And because it's getting so hot out, I'm looking for cute summer hairstyles to try. And I'm really liking this one! So simple! Since my hair is so long, I need to keep it up, and out of the way. Especially on those triple digit days. This hairstyle is perfect for that! So until I finally get my hair cut, I'll be wearing my hair like this. Simple, cute, and perfect for all the hot summer weather! ♫

The Time Traveler's Wife

I bought this book a while back. As in, a few years ago. I'm not sure why I kept putting off reading it. But I did. Finally, around Christmas, I started to read it. Well, let's just say, someone stole my book. Yes, right from my Dad's hospital room!

Well, I really wanted to read it. All of a sudden, because I didn't have the book, it's all I could think of. During our post-hospital days, I searched for it. Looked at all the bookstores. Got on every single list, at every single library I could think of. So far, I'm #50 in my hometown, and #15, here where I live.

During our "winter freeze," I got this movie in the mail. From a certain Mr. Who shall remain nameless. But he knew that I had been hunting for the book. In all honesty, I didn't want to watch it. Why? Because I like to read the books first.

But during one of those insanely cold nights, I watched this movie. And it was so good! Yes, I watched it 3 times in a row. What else was I going to do? There was little heat, no way I could get out of my driveway, and well...it was just cold! So I curled up in blankets, and watched movies. :)

I'm still on the hunt for this book. I'm completely bummed out that I can't find it anywhere. And at this point, I'm thinking I should just give in. You know, order it. Because I really want to read this story. Is anyone else weird like this? Books before movies. Totally obsessed until I read what I want to. I know, I'm just a nerd. And a bookworm! ♫

What We Did Yesterday...

Yes, we took a ride on the train. And we had a blast! OK, so waking up for no good reason, at 5AM, was not my idea of fun. Nor was getting my Mom out of bed at 5:30AM. But we had a fun day.

Um, we met this cute elderly lady. She was at the train stop with us. And was so excited about riding the train. Yes, just like us, it was er first time. Did you know, the train has been around for 5 years! What the heck? Why has it taken us so long to take the ride? I just don't know...

But it was a nice and enjoyable time. Like I said, we met this adorable lady. And she talked to us about everything! It was so fun listening to her. The entire trip was relaxing. So relaxing! And you get to see things that, let's be honest, we don't stop to enjoy. At least when we are driving.

Breakfast at Pascual's was super yummy! A little pricey. But we were in "The City Different." Honestly though, it was so good! I have to admit this much, My Music Man was right. I'm glad we went there. And my Mom and I did some shopping. Who can resist the plaza? My Dad just relaxed all that time!

The train was "cruising" on the way back. We left at 4:15PM, and didn't get to our stop until 6:30PM. And let me tell you, we were exhausted! But it's definitely something I'll do again. Maybe with one of my Goddaughters. :) That would be a lot of fun! Or maybe, just to go visit "My Wanna Be In-laws." ♫

Inexpensive Summer Trends

So a few weeks ago, I was watching GMA. And they were talking about summer fashion. Lara had some fun suggestions. And well, it got me thinking. So here is Lara's list...with some of my thoughts. :)

Lara's List of Six

1. Emerald green cut cocktail ring
Cost/where to buy: H&M, $5.95. Check with your local H&M store for availability.

Sounds pretty great to me. You know me and my love for accessories. Funny how rings are quickly becoming my favorites! Now if we could just get an H&M store nearby, I'd be one happy lady!

2. Soft crop olive pants
Cost/where to buy: American Eagle's Aerie line, $14.95

I can't lie, I have 4 pairs of these. From Old Navy! I got them on clearance 2 years ago. For $2 a pair! They're my favorite in hot weather. :)

3. Striped women's scoop-neck tee
Cost/where to buy: Old Navy, $8.50

Really? So easy! I've got a bunch of striped tees. They actually remind me of sailing. I don't know why...

4. Macramé belt
Cost/where to buy: Old Navy, $17.94

Really? I might have to go raid my Mom's closet. She has a ton of these! Totally from the 80s!

5. Brown and gold sequence gladiator sandals
Cost/where to buy: Payless, $19.99

I'm so not a fan of sandals. Especially gladiator sandals. But I know some people out there must enjoy them...

6. Blue and white trend items
Cost/where to buy: H&M, various items price under $20. Check your local H&M store for availability.

Really? I have a ton in my closet. Funny how lots of these things are already in my closet. And I got them on clearance. For under $5 a piece.

So what do you think? Anything you love or hate? I'll be the one in leggings, ballet slippers, and silly rings all summer long. How about you? ♫

For an Angel

I just want to ask, anyone and everyone reading this, to please say a prayer. Just a little prayer for my Goddaughter. My 'Lil Southern Belle is having brain surgery today. And she could use every good thought and prayer, that she can get. Just take a few moments, and ask God to watch over her. In her short 8 months, she's suffered so much. All I ask of you, is to remember her. And ask God to have some grace, for this sweet little angel. ♫

Sugar and Spice #25

Sugar

♥Having My Music Man help me clean my yard. That was a bit insane. So glad he was here.
♥Having ice cream with Big M and My Music Man. :)
♥Planting new flowers.
♥Being home. Enough said. It felt good to be in my own home.
♥Fun dinners with my Goddaughters.
♥Being a Godmother (or Nana as they call me.)
♥A family dinner with my favorite people. We might be blood related. But they're my family.
♥Getting things done before I have to. Always feels good. If I only had more time...
♥The sweet smell of a baby. :)
♥Good perfume.
♥Familia G. Enough said. They're awesome!
♥Getting all my crafty goodness done on time. Mi Princesa was so happy. She's ready to see all of her princesses. :)
♥Jo-Ann's Fabric. Love that place! I could live there.
♥A. He has such great ideas. I always tell him, in another lifetime...
♥Coming home to visit my parents.
♥Yummy dinners at Applebee's. Where we see old friends. And have an amazing evening.
♥Father's Day.
♥Fun Mariachis. And old friends. And amazing music!
♥Seeing family that you don't always see. Always makes me happy. I love my family.
♥Fun Car Shows. With yummy food. And beautiful cars.
♥Talking to my Tatie.
♥And of course my Daddy!

Spice

★My yard. It was horrible! I wanted to cry.
★All of my dead flowers and plants...
★Feeling like, this should be my family. Why aren't they? We would be a good family.
★This horrible heat! No, I'm not used to it. And I really don't like it.
★Losing a loaf of bread. Who does that? I have no clue where it went.
★Saying goodbye to him...
★Not getting to go to NYC with them...
★Saying my goodbyes to Familia G. But I know that they are going to have a blast! I'm just going to miss them.
★Crazy neighbors.
★Missing the Old Navy Dress Sale.
★All the Codes Enforecement that are out and about. I feel bad for my neighbors. But they have a job to do.
★Did I mention the heat???
★Traveling so much!
★The crazy lines at the store. Really? Why do we do this to ourselves?
★Rushed crafting...
★The horrible wind and dust. I ate more sand today, than food. It was bad!
★Family not calling my Dad for Father's Day. WTH? After all he does...
★Family Drama. Enough said. I'm done with it.

It's been a crazy week! So much traveling. Lots of time spent with my friends. And the people I love most. But it was a good week. And a today was nice. Celebrating my Daddy. Happy Father's Day! ♫

Happy Father's Day

This song, since I was an itty bitty girl, reminded me of my Daddy. I used to sing it to my Dad. All those years ago. I remember my Mom buying me the tape, with this song. And I played it over and over. Years later, this would become my favorite song, to sing in the band.

Even way back then, I knew I had a very special Daddy. A Daddy who loved me so very much. That he would do anything for me. Which included all those Barbies, violin lessons, and school trips. But part of my Dad's love, it also included lots of discipline. I'll be the first one to tell you, I'm so grateful for that. At the time, I was scarred of the paddle. I knew when I was in trouble. I knew that I was in for it. But it made me a better person.

As a small child, I also learned the lessons of hard work. Not many kids learn this, as early as I did. Walking up at 4AM to go to Auntie C's house, or Daycare. Seeing my parents work hard. Watching my Dad's literally bleed from hard work. All the hours and hours, that he put into supporting our family. I'll never forget that.

I can tell you so many stories about my Dad. Fun adventures. Even silly things like buying 3 cases of tomato sauce...when my Mom sent us for a can. 1 can! Or distracting another customer at Wal-Mart, so I could get a few packs of notebook paper, from their basket. Come on, they had 2 cases. I just needed 2 packs. :)

Not everything about our relationship has been easy. But I'm grateful for it. I'm so thankful to God, that he gave me my Daddy. The man that loves me. Just because I'm me. Not for any special reasons. I've always known that he loves me and my Mom. And I'm so thankful that as an adult, I'm so much closer to my parents.

I've been so lucky. I've had parents that have seriously supported me. With everything that I've set out to accomplish. Whether it has been moral support for school, or encouragement for my music. I've been lucky. What other Dad, would sit and listen to their daughter, crying on the phone, at 3AM? Not many. But my Dad has been so supportive. Giving me wisdom. Offering advice. Even when I didn't particularly want it...or feel like I needed it.

This year, it's been tough. The last 6 months, they've really tested us. In so many ways. But I'm so thankful to God, for giving me my Dad. For allowing me to be here, when he's needed me the most. And whatever it is, I'll be there for my parents. I owe them so much.

Just 6 months ago, I was pleading with God. Asking for just a little more time. More time with my Daddy. I know that unlike many people, I won't have my Daddy for a long time. He's older than most. But every precious moment that God gives us, I'm so grateful for.

I think about it often. What am I going to do without my Daddy? I'm not sure. But I do know this much, he's given me so much. So much to comfort me, when I need it. Knowledge that will lead me, when he is no longer with me. Love that will always be in my heart.

There are certain things that I wish for. I wish that one day, my Daddy will give me away. That he'll know, I've found a good man, to share my life with. I'd be over the moon, to share my kids with my Daddy. To see the joy that his grandchildren could bring him.

I could go on and on. But more than anything, I want to celebrate, honor, and love my Daddy today. I want him to know, God couldn't have given me a better Dad. My Dad is not just my Dad. He's my best friend. I just hope that he has many more years of love, happiness, and health ahead of him. Happy Father's Day Sunshine! Love, Your Morning Glory! ♫

True Love

This color combination might just be, true love for me. I know. Since I was little, I've loved any and all shades of purple. But seriously, peach and aqua...my new favorite combination! It makes me want to paint the walls of my guest room. And sew up some new bedding. Instead, I'm going to spray paint some flower pots. Maybe make a new apron.

What are some of your favorite color combinations? I'm also loving a darker aqua with crimson. Oh there's also silver and lavender. And don't forget about hot pink and black. You can't go wrong with light blue and chocolate brown. I need to stop. If not, I might just have to repaint the entire interior of my house. ♫

For the Royal Familia G

I'm pretty sure that I've mentioned it on here, my friends, Familia G, are going on "bacation." They're heading to Disney World, and on a Disney Cruise. They leave on Tuesday. And I'm not sure if I'll be back, before they leave....

But I've been trying to help my Commadre, get ready for their trip. Lots of work goes into a 3 week long trip. With 5 kids! All under 5 years old!!!

Yesterday after church, my Compadres invited A and I over. For dinner. And yum! It was delish! But while we were waiting, A and I were exploring the internet. We may or may not have gotten on facebook. Yes, I started one, to communicate with mi familia. My FB page, for my friends, well that will stay private. Ya, some things are better left that way. :)

Anyway, A and I are Mi Princesa's Godparents. And she is super excited about this trip. Being a princess and all. I may or may not have made her a few "special" outfits. And A...well he is sending her off with a few hundred dollars. Yes, for a 4 year old!!! What is he thinking?!?!?!

Now you can probably imagine, why people think, that she is our kid. But it's the truth. We spoil her to death! And after some FB time, we decided to hunt for some "princess" stuff. Our Princesa joined us. And we found this...



Mi Princesa gave me "that look." And I folded. I went to my car and dug out some lavender yarn, and a hook. And I got to work. By dinner time, it was nearly done. And when her sisters came in, they wanted one too!

After dinner, I set to crocheting. A was entertaining all of us. Reading the ninitos books. Amazing voices and all! He pulled out his guitar, and serenaded us. Which I'm sure, my Compadre just loved!

An hour after the ninitos bedtime, and my Compadres had finished the dishes, A had gotten all into a PBS special...well, I finished 5 crowns. 5 different colors. You know, Familia G has a "color system" for their kids. So the crowns had to be 5 different colors. But it was fun!

I'm sure they will all have a great time! And I'm glad I could add to the "magic" of their trip! It kills me that I can't go to! Who wouldn't want to visit the "Happiest Place on Earth?" Especially when O offered up his house. Yes, Familia G is staying with him. And there is still plenty of room for a few more amigos. Too bad I have to work...and I still don't have any money.

And to top it all off, A just called. He's heading out with the guys. They're flying to a gig. He joked with me, that the entire Mariachi wanted a crown. What is that you say? 20 crowns for grown men? I just might have to go to the Dollar Tree. Because those are the only crowns they're getting from me! Happy Friday! ♫

Friday Fill In #24

I'm enjoying some much needed time with my parents. In slightly cooler weather. But this smoke...well, I guess we could all do without it. But I'm optimistic. You know, this is going to be a nice weekend. To celebrate all of our Dads! Let's start the weekend with Friday Fill-Ins.

1. One of my favorite birthday presents is my Goddaughter, who was born on my birthday.

2. She grew up, it was as simple as that.

3. The moon is still glowing red.

4. A real family includes amazing friends.

5. I was tempted by that chocolate bar.

6. Sleeping, exploring, and eating are some of the things I like to do on vacation.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to doing a little bit of nothing, tomorrow my plans include having breakfast with my parents and Sunday, I want to celebrate my Dad! ♫

Being a Girl...

I'm working at the Ranch today. All day. We're really getting swamped. You know, with all the paperwork. All the guys will be traveling again...soon...really soon. So I'm buried in work. Trying to get all the files in order.

And whenever I work at the Ranch, especially doing this kind of stuff, I really just want to go in sweats. Honestly. Hair in a bun. No makeup. Probably because I work in my office, rarely go out, and oh ya, there are at least 200 rough and tough cowboys around.

Especially now. When we're in the middle of a triple digit heatwave. All I want to do, is stay home. Maybe put on some shorts. Forget about hair and makeup. And nice clothes...ugh! But this video has inspired me...



So as to not scare off all the guys at the Ranch, or my boss for that matter, I'm trying to be a girl. That includes a shower, with yummy smelling body wash. I even straightened my hair today. And I may or may not have tried this makeup look. Oh ya, I'm also wearing a dress. Don't tell the guys, it's just easier than jeans and a nice top. Happy Thursday! ♫

Lesson Learned

When I was 16, and a junior in high school, I signed up for a music class. It sounded wonderful! I'd have 3 electives, 2 of which were music classes! This class was supposed to be about ear training, writing music, and learning about music history.

In all reality, we just watched a lot of movies. With really good music. For 90% of the time. But we always knew 1 thing, we'd have to write a song for our final exam. We were told this in August. And we'd have to perform this song, or have someone else perform it for us, in May.

I don't think many of us thought about it. At least until January. It was always at the back of my mind. But I rather enjoyed it, way back there. Then 2 days before our recital, I realized, I had no song.

Yes, I had waited all that time. Not without a plan. Because there was a piece that I was working on. In my violin lessons. I didn't like that song. And I would always make up my own music, on page 3, 10 bars in. My teacher wasn't too thrilled about that. But it got me through my lessons. And eventually, I was given a different piece to learn.

That was the melody I'd use. As inspiration. The one I had made up at bar 10. The one I always got in trouble for. Honestly, I never put pencil to paper. Never had a better plan than that. Didn't practice. Wasn't worried. In the end, it all worked out beautifully. The song was amazing. I received a standing ovation.

But I couldn't repeat it. Not even if my life were at stake. My parents recorded it. With about 15 other families. But I couldn't repeat 10 bars of my composition...



Now 12 years later, I've realized something. You can't put things off. You simply can't put off what can be done today...for tomorrow. That much, I've learned.

And as I pulled out of my driveway this morning, I realized something important. I'm glad I don't put things off anymore. Why? And how does this story all tie up together?

Well, the "Codes Man" was out. At 6AM. Notebook, computer thing, and pen. Happily walking the street, writing tickets, leaving notices, and doing whatever else he does.

I saw neighbors scrambling. You know, trying to get out to their yards. Making an effort to clean, before he got to their home. And I was so happy, to not be them. To know, that just days ago, I cleaned my yard.

Sure, at the time, I had wanted to sleep. To rest. To be lazy. To recover from the graduation party, and the wedding. And to be cool. Instead of sweating in triple digit weather. But I worked. And this morning, I was glad I did.

For me, there are no fines. No notices. None of that. Back in February, a lady was arrested for not keeping up with her property. Crazy! But they're strict out here. And we all know it. We just have to stay on top of. Honestly, I'm glad those crazy days of procrastination are long behind me.

Instead, I'm at work. Getting the payroll ready. Snacking on some pecans and a smoothie. Dogs at my feet, beautiful flowers on my desk, and an easy feeling about my day. It really does pay to work hard first, and play hard later. I'm just happy that I was 1 step ahead of my buddy...the "Codes Man." ♫

Summer Dress

I missed the Old Navy dress sale. I'm pretty bummed out about that. Because, I've noticed something. I'm changing. Maybe I'm getting older. Or lazy. Or just more settled into my "personal style." But I'm in love with 2 things this Spring/Summer. Leggings with over sized t-shirts. And dresses.



Yes, this dress is pulling at my heart. I'm imaging all the fun we could have this summer. The comfort I could feel while wearing this cute dress. It looks so easy. But my purse strings, they're not as "easy" as my heartstrings.

So this beauty, will just have to go on my Wishlist. And I've got my fingers crossed. That it's clearanced before the end of summer. And that I find it in my size. Because we were made for each other... ♫

I Can Count on Him

It's really funny. The last person I thought I could count on, has really been here for me. If you would have told me this 2 years ago, when we barely muttered hi to one another, I would have laughed! But in the last year, My Music Man, has really stepped up his game.

Let's just talk about the last 48 hours...

Yesterday, I had planned on cleaning my yard. Let's not even talk about the disaster I found, when I got home. You know, last week, we had the graduation party. And I was gone for a few days. I should know better. But when I got home, I found almost all my flowers were dead. The grass was yellow! Triple digit temps are literally killing me.

And for anyone that lives around here, they know that Codes Enforcement is all over these things. So I needed to clean. And I had a crap load to clean! And only days to do it in. Because I'm going back to my hometown, later this week.

My neighbor...well she was on her 3rd day of partying. At 11AM, on a Sunday morning. The street was lined with cars. And I didn't want to "ruffle any feathers." So I put off the cleaning. Because we share a fence. And I really respect her parents. They no longer live there, but they own the house.

So I went in my house. And tried to occupy my time with something else. Until I heard bottles breaking. I found that the party-ers were throwing their beer bottles into my backyard. I didn't go all psycho. I probably should have. But I didn't. I just went back inside. And tried to cool down.

Hard to do, when the outside temps are near 100. You can just imagine what it was like inside my house. With no AC. But I tried. I could feel my blood boiling over. And somehow, he just knew. Before I knew it, My Music Man was at my front door...

He came over to help. He knew I had a lot of work to do. And he is only here, until the middle of the week. So we had sorta planned things out. He'd come over and help for a few hours. Well, nothing was getting done. I was getting madder by the second. And a certain hombrecito, well, he suggested we head over to his house.

You see, last week we made plans. Which included taking Big M out to dinner. That was the plan for Sunday night. So we headed to his house. He put on the NASCAR race, made me lunch, and left me to cool off. I was that mad!

Meanwhile, he left. To go pick up Big M. By the time he got back, he had Mi Princesa, and Little M. Oh, and My Jellybean. :) 4 girls, 3 sisters, 2 Goddaughters. Oh, and Jeff Gordon won the race! Things were looking up.

We went out to dinner. At the Double Eagle. Yum! Everyone thoroughly enjoyed dinner. About 20 people came to our table. To compliment us on our beautiful and well behaved daughters. :) Do I look that nuts? 4 under 5? But we smiled and said Thanks.

And we met my favorite chef...My Music Man's little brother. He works at the restaurant that is 1/2 a block away. He met us at the Candy Store. Where we all had some yummy ice cream. Well, My Jellybean had some leche. :)

The girls ran around. We may or may not have taken a detour. You know, for some new toys. :) There was a little bit of Echo watching. And pleading with a certain uncle for the videos. And eventually, we got them home by 10PM. We're such a bad influence! But their parents' all looked very happy. A few hours without the kiddos...

I got home to find the party in full swing. And my neighbor managed to party until 3AM! I was not a happy camper. At all! Third night in a row! But I had plans on Monday. To CLEAN my yard. I didn't care how it was getting done. Or who was still partying next door. I was going to be cleaning!

At sunrise, My Music Man showed up. And we got to work. Pulling and dragging dead tree limbs. Every single time it is windy, at least 4 big limbs break from my trees. We pulled weeds. Bagged leaves. Where were they from? I have no clue. We picked trash off my fence. Mowed the lawn. Pulled out the grass in the flowerbeds. And did whatever else needed to be done. I had just cleaned my yard. The day before I left for my hometown...

My neighbor, she wasn't happy. At 6:15AM, she was screaming at me. At 6:30AM, she was cussing out My Music Man. By 7AM, I had 3 bags full of broken beer bottles, and 2 of cans. She was also calling her dad.

By 8AM, my old neighbor, was apologizing to me. I wasn't trying to make his daughter look bad. But I wanted him to see what I was dealing with. We had pictures. And bags of trash. She was still screaming. The 2 elderly neighbors, one lives across the street, the other next door, soon joined us. And we all talked.

I think things were sorta figured out. That nut job was still screaming. Her dad was still apologizing. Her little girl was crying, and her ex, well he was just trying to pick up their daughter. And he was thanking me for his daughter's birthday present. The same one, that had been thrown at me, just an hour before. I'm pretty sure, the dresses had gotten dirty. But little A was in heaven with her present.

All this time, My Music Man had my back. He defended me. Kept his cool. And tried to help me keep mine. Which at this point, was tough. After all the excitement died down, we got back to work. And by 1PM, we were ready to die! Red faces, 2 broken shovels, and 20 bags of yard waste, we were done. He went home. I went inside to clean up.

I was gone for days. Yes, days. As in, less than a week! And my yard got that bad. You see, I spend about 2-3 hours working in my yard. Every single day. During the summer. It's that big. And requires that kind of maintenance. Some days, I just wish that it was all dirt...

But my friend, he was there to help. And he even came back...with lunch. This evening, he returned. With Big M, some flower bulbs, and ice cream sundaes. We enjoyed the shady part of the yard. Ate all of our ice cream. Big M helped plant the bulbs. And my psycho neighbor yelled until her roommate came home.

Friends like this, they don't come around often. And I don't just mean the ones that bring you stuff. I mean the ones that are there for you. I can sit here all night, and tell you about the amazing things he does. Like going to Patrick's funeral. Just in case I needed him. Or protecting me from my psycho stalker. Or bringing me chicken noodle soup, when I had the flu.

He's a great guy. An amazing friend. And one of the best people I know. Who else, would spend their days off...helping me with my yard work? Or taking a bunch of kiddos out to dinner. Or putting up with my cranky butt? Not many.

I'm glad that we're friends. I'm glad that we met...almost 10 years ago! And that he talked to me every single day...until I caved. Because My Music Man is much more than a friend. We're starting to feel a heck of a lot like familia. More than family. You know, we were just meant to find each other. ♫

Sugar and Spice #24

Sugar

♥Sleeping until noon on Monday! I needed that. :)
♥Grilling because the gas was turned off.
♥Cooking. But it was easy. Because we're working our way through all the leftovers.
♥Pink grapefruit facial scrub.
♥Leggings. They're easy and comfy! Enough said.
♥Lots of uninterrupted time with my Tatie. :D
♥Hearing from my Auntie L. Very unexpected. But it made me so excited!
♥Crunchy and fresh veggies.
♥A new bra for my car. Hello? That thing was in shreds already!
♥Cold watermelon. It really is like a necessity in summer. And so yummy!
♥Summer dresses.
♥Fun weddings. :)
♥Best friends!
♥Wedding dresses and Cowboy boots.
♥Special friends. That fly across the country. To come, to the fun wedding!
♥Good Country Music.
♥Fun sewing projects.
♥My yummy and sweet Goddaughters!
♥Princess dresses.
♥Good dancing partners.
♥Echo the Elephant.
♥Special Sunday night dinners.
♥My Music Man
♥Springtime flowers.
♥The Double Eagle.
♥Yummy wedding cake!
♥My Jellybean!

Spice

★Tired feeling. All week long! When is it going to end?
★Not getting to meet up with my sister. I haven't even had the chance to e-mail her. I'm failing here!
★Family drama. With certain people. Ugh!
★This heat!
★The horrible smoke.
★That lady that is related to me...WHY?!?!?!
★Everything dying in this heat. Seriously...it's horrible! My yard looks so sad.
★The amount of yard work, that I still need to do.
★My crazy neighbor.
★Long lines, at the automotive stores...
★Weird, crazy, and vivid dreams...
★Odd shopping trips. Bad moods. And crazy tempers.
★All these fires.
★Not having cable. After 10 years, you'd think, I'd have it. But I don't.
★Horrible computers...
★The gas company changing the meter, right at dinner time.
★The marathons on PBS.
★Having to take all the girls home tonight. I miss them already! I know, it's nuts!
★Catching the bouquet...

Eventually, I'm going to catch up on my sleep. Or at least get a few hours of sleep. It's been a crazy couple of weeks. But, it's also been pretty amazing. So much is going on in my life. I'm just happy to be a part, of so many special days. Happy Sunday! ♫

Fairy Godmother???

That is what my Commadre S called me today at church. Why? I've agreed to do 2 things for her familia. What? Help her package up some fun and inexpensive toys, for her 5 kiddos. They're heading off, to the most Magical Place on Earth...Disney World. And a Disney Cruise!

They leave the day after Father's Day. And well, with 5 little ones, and 2 parents...they've decided, that they need to pack some stuff to keep the kiddos entertained. So my Compadres went out and bought some "travel appropriate" toys and snacks. I'm going to package everything up for the trip.

And I may have promised Mi Princesa a little something too...



This darling little outfit. The one that we spotted together...let's just say...it's been a few months. So off to the fabric store I go. I need to have it done by Thursday. Because I'm going out of town!

Fairy Godmother? I'm not sure. But I'm trying to help out my friends. I know that they're going to enjoy their trip. Their 3 oldest girls, well they can't stop talking about all the fun they're going to have! I'm so happy for them. :)

Now I just need to sit and sew. Never mind, that I'm still trying to recover from yesterday's wedding. And I have a HUGE yard to clean. I need to make Tinkerbell's outfit! Because Mi Princesa needs something special to wear, you know, for when she meets all her favorite princesses. ♫

Honky Tonk Wedding

Today 2 of my closest friends are getting hitched. Y'all that means married! Yes, it's been a long wait...you know, while P decided if T was really The One. And then T planning this gorgeous affair!

I'm very honored, not only to be their friend, and to be in the wedding. But I'm also the Maid of Honor! I've got a lot on my plate today. But I'm so excited! And I can't wait to see 2 of my Goddaughters all dressed up. They're in the wedding too!

So I'm off and running! Lots to get done before the sunset wedding. And all the outdoor celebrating. Woo hoo! I'm super excited about my gorgeous dress, cowboy boots, and that yummy Dessert Bar. So, if you don't hear from me for a while...don't worry. I'm probably in a sugar coma, playing with cute little girls, and dancing to some of the best country music! Congrats P and T! ♫

Friday Fill In #23

Is it just me, or has this week raced by? I'm so exhausted. And I still have, an insanely busy weekend ahead. So here are my Friday Fill Ins. :)

1. I remember when I first heard that song and his voice.

2. Rain showering down rooftops.

3. Most humans need sleep.

4. Time never stops...sound familiar?

5. I was inspired by an amazing garden...I just don't have the money.

6. He was driving fast, to who knows where!

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to the rehearsal dinner, tomorrow my plans include being the MOH in my friends' wedding and Sunday, I want to SLEEP! ♫

Yes, Please

Is it possible to fall in love with a dress? Because I think I have. Let's not get too dramatic here. But this is such a cute dress! Not something I'd usually go for. But I really do like it! The light blush color. The detail at the bust. And the fun polka dots. Maybe it just reminds me of warm summer nights. Happy Friday! ♫

Thinking About Summer Nights

You'd think, that after all that cooking last week, I wouldn't want to eat. Well, you're wrong! I'm seriously craving a yummy fresh salad. Like this. Garden fresh. I just wish that my garden would produce some yummy tomatoes, and basil. Yum! Just looking at this salad, makes me think of warm summer nights. How about you? ♫

Mi Abuelito

Yesterday, I was feeling a lot better. A lot better than I was feeling on Monday. A little more rested. A heck of a lot more alert. And just in a better mood. So I decided, to go see my Tatie.

You know, after all that drama that happened a few weeks ago, I was a little uncertain. But determined. I wanted to see my Tatie. To make sure he was OK. And to let him know that I love him. I'm praying for him. And I'm on his side.

I drove to his house. And I found him sitting outside. With my Nanie and aunt. I was not rude. Or "in your face." I could have been. But what would that have accomplished? I was there to spend time with my Tatie.

After a while, it was just the 2 of us. I didn't ask questions. Or even wonder how they allowed us this time. Instead, I thoroughly enjoyed our time alone. Hearing from my Tatie, that he was doing well. He ate. We talked. We moved around. And honestly enjoyed the fresh air.

I did tell him about what happened to my parents. He asked me for some phone numbers. He told me to pass along some messages. And to try and get him a few more phone numbers. Why? Because he wants to talk. To have communication with his family. Not just the ones that are "controlling things." But all of his family.

I assured him, I'd get the messages out. I'd try and track down phone numbers. I told him, not to hesitate to call me. No matter what. And I'm so glad, that we got that chance to talk. And that it was just between us.

I feel like I owe so much to my grandparents. You know, for everything they did for me growing up. Especially my Tatie. And whatever it is, that he needs, I'll try and do it. My heart feels so much more at ease. Just because I got to talk to him. We were honest. He asked me some honest questions. I told him everything I knew. It was a good time.

And when I got back to my parents' house, I found out, my Auntie had called. A good one. To talk about everything that's going on. And to find out about my Dad. And to make sure we had my cousins' phone numbers. I'm so glad! It's nice to hear from them. To know that we're all on the same side. Our grandpa's side.

But the thing I will take away from yesterday, more than anything else, is my Tatie telling me, "You belong here. I love you. I'm so happy we got to talk." That's all I needed. I'm still on cloud 9. And I'm so happy that he's doing much better! ♫

Fun and Family

On Sunday, we had my niece's graduation party. Honestly, it took forever to get together! I'm not going to lie. A lot of hard work. And not many people to pitch in. But we got it together. I was going through sales flyers for weeks! My parents were running around town. Buying hot dogs, fruit, and whatever else I could find on sale.

And I was running from Dollar Tree to Dollar Tree. Looking for plates, table clothes, and utensils. So much to do. So little time to do it in. It's a long story. But last minute, the party was moved to my parents' house. And all of a sudden, they had a crap load of stuff to do. And do you remember, I went to NC to work...

But it everything was coming together. K came to help us with the yard. And after 3 days of cleaning, the yard looked good. Not great. But good. I cooked for what felt like days! And eventually, everything got done. K was a HUGE help! Along with my brother R. Who put up tables, chairs, BBQ grills, decorations, and the tent. All right before the party. Thanks so much!

Did I mention the cake issue? COSTCO told us to pick up the cake on Saturday at 6PM. Well, they close at 6PM. A new policy or something. We almost didn't have a cake. And we didn't get our last minute stuff either. :( But it all worked out. We had to wait outside while an employee got the cake.

We were also calling people on Saturday night. Yes, the night before. To come to the party. I have to tell you, we have some amazing friends. Because they showed up! Wow! And everything seemed to work out. I'm actually quite shocked. But it worked out. Last minute things, well if they didn't get done, I didn't worry.

We all had an amazing time. At least I think everyone did. There was a ton of food left over! But my Dad is one of those people, that would rather have a lot of food leftover. Than for us to be short food. It's not so bad. Lots of people took home food. We froze the extra hot dogs and hamburgers. And well, my parents are sending me home with a bunch of fruit and veggies. All is well. :)

Honestly, I wish I would have had more time to talk to people. But I was cooking. And just trying to stay alive. I was so tired. And I ended up sleeping half of Monday to recover. I'm still exhausted. But a lot better.

So many people told me that they want to come back. Lots of kids want to come over and play. And we've already planned a BBQ for Father's Day! I really do enjoy my parents' house. And their backyard. It's so peaceful and relaxing.

But the day was fun. And I got to see lots of family. That I normally don't see. And I spent time with my nieces and nephews. Chatted with lots of little kiddos. And well, I think we all just enjoyed life. At least for a few hours. Hmmm, I think we have 2 years until the next big graduation... ♫

Top Styler

Have you ever heard of Top Styler? I hadn't. Until M brought them to work one day. And well, they've become my new best friends! They're an amazing new hair tool. And for someone like me, they're perfect. Because I'm not going to sit there and curl my hair, with a curling iron.

M got them for free. To try them out. As a MUA/hairstylist, she gets lots of new things. Things to try out before they are available to the public. Well, we've used them for 3 big shows. Actually, 3 big weeks of events. Possibly 4. And this system works so well!.

After our trip to NC, Ol' Blue Eyes sent me a set. I think I may have mentioned to him, that this curlers had changed my life. I just needed to cough out the $100. But I didn't have to. I told you I had an amazing boss!

Anyway, this product is amazing! Essentially fool proof. You stick your hair in the clams, and let them cool. Your hair, well it stays amazing all day long! The curl lasts for hours. Which for me, is a big deal. The curl usually doesn't last.

I don't recommend much from infomercials. I don't purchase much from infomercials. But I would have purchased these curlers. No lie! They're that good. A little steep in price...$100 for the set. But well worth it. They make my life so much easier! ♫

Sugar and Spice #23

Sugar

♥Amazing friends!
♥K's help in getting ready for today.
♥GREAT finishes to NASCAR races!
♥Summer fruit. :)
♥Yummy hamburgers...3 hours after the party.
♥Seeing lots of old friends.
♥Having old friends drop everything, last minute, to come to the party.
♥My aunt and uncle. They are so cool. I'm glad we got to see them.
♥Seeing my cousins. We don't get to see each other often. And it was nice to catch up.
♥Cute babies. My niece is adorable! So is my little cousin J.
♥Fun aprons.
♥Unexpected nights at the casino. :)
♥Long phone calls with 'Ol Blue Eyes.
♥Finding lost treasures from my childhood.
♥Beautiful flowers.
♥The smell of clean laundry.
♥Fun BBQs.
♥Getting to see my older aunts and uncles. I'm glad they were able to come over. And that they're doing OK.
♥Trips to the Dollar Tree.
♥New graduates!

Spice

★My Tatie being sick.
★Rude employees at COSTCO.
★COSTCO closing early. Not being able to buy the last minute things that we needed for the party. And almost not getting our cake.
★Not getting to meet with my sister.
★Rude family.
★Not sleeping in 3 days! I'm so tired. I'm going to sleep until noon tomorrow!
★This awful smoke! When is it going away? It really is horrible.
★The crazy wind that picks up, in the late evenings.
★Lots of driving...
★Not eating today at the party. Not getting any baked beans. Or frijoles for that matter.
★Family drama.
★Being the cook. And not eating. That's not cool!
★The amount of pasta salad we have left to eat...
★The time going so quickly today.

It's been an incredibly long week! Today, just flew by. And I'm ready to sleep for a week! But it was all well worth it. I'm glad my niece enjoyed everything. And I hope the trip to Disney is a lot of fun. As for me, I'm going to finish my cheeseburger, and head to bed. Happy Sunday! ♫

My Love of Teal

The weather is getting hotter. Much hotter. I spent 1 night in my house this week, I wanted to die! 101 outside. 115, in my bedroom! That's with the windows open, fans on, and at 8PM. Lord, it's going to be a hot one!

But with the heat, comes my love of color. I've been so drawn to the color teal lately. Actually for the last few years. Especially in the warmer months. Why? I don't know. Maybe because it reminds me of a cool, and clear ocean.



I'd LOVE to add a few of these things to my closet. Or a nice flowy, summery dress. Heck, I'd even go for the nail polish. Anything that is just a little summery. You know, the weather knows it's summer. It's time for the rest of me to catch up! ♫

Ranunculus

Last year, I literally stumbled over flower bulbs at Dollar General. I never knew that they sold them. When did this happen? And I ended up buying a few packages. Some lilies, gladiolas, and ranunculus.

I planted them all! Almost immediately when I got home. And I had such hopes for them. I watered every other day. Waited. Pulled weeds. Got rid of the grass that was trying to take over. But nothing. No flowers. Not even a hint of a flower.

So I did some research. I had planted the bulbs according to the package directions. But after reading some information online, I realized I hadn't done something important. Something that wasn't on the package. I hadn't placed the bulbs in warm water, before planting.

Then we had that horrible freeze in February. My neighbors lost all their roses. Some of my bulbs didn't return. My tulips froze. But there was some hope. Like my palm tree. Which is fighting to live. I've seen signs of my ranunculus.

Yes! I might actually get a few of these beauties. I'm so super excited. I think they're such a pretty flower. And like my peonies that magically appeared, these little guys are growing. I have so much hope for my flowers. Maybe that horrible freeze wasn't so bad after all! ♫

Lion King Iris

Right before leaving for NC, M gave me some Lion King Iris bulbs. Literally, it was minutes before we left. There was no picture. Just a name. And I was dying to plant them. The minute we got home, I had to tackle some yard work.

And after mowing the lawn, pulling some weeds, and watering everything, I finally planted my bulbs. But I was still interested in what the flowers would look like. When I looked them up, this is what I got.



I think they're so pretty! I have purple irises now. That's it. I want more variety. And I think this is a good place to start. Now I just need to be patient and let them grow. I wonder if any of them will flower this year. It generally takes a year or two to get a flower. And I'm feeling a little impatient at the moment. ♫

Friday Fill In #22

I have an extremely busy day today! All the preparations for my niece's graduations party this weekend. So much to do! But here are my Friday Fill Ins. Happy Friday!

1. Hey! It's almost summer. :)

2. There is a kernel of truth.

3. Eat yummy fruit.

4. I'm always in the middle.

5. First thing to note: I'm going to be super busy this weekend.

6. He's such a good distraction.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to baking some cupcakes, tomorrow my plans include lots of grocery shopping and a birthday party and Sunday, I want to have fun at the BBQ/graduation party! ♫

Faith in God

I haven't updated you on My Lil' Southern Belle. For quite a while. But in her nearly 8 months, my little angel has been through so much. Do you remember her arrival? Ya, it's been tough.

And My Bestie, H, she's been struggling a lot too. Both of them have endured countless operations. My Bestie is now refusing anymore surgeries, until her little girl is doing better. And that worries me. So much!

The two really bright spots are, her brother is now with her all the time! And there is a particular man, that is just madly in love with H. And so desperately wants to be a Daddy, to this perfect little princess.

But life has not been easy. Unfortunately, I don't get to see them very often. Actually, it's been months since I've seen them. Because H lived in NC. Then a few weeks ago, she and her baby girl, were moved to TN. All for treatment. So, I don't get to see them. Not nearly as much as I'd like.

I do get to talk to H. And her brother. And this truly amazing man that loves her. The funny thing is, were all so deeply connected. My best friend, she married my boss/friend. We were the MOH and BM for the wedding. Then they separated. I became closer to Ol' Blue Eyes. And he hired H. Then we found out about My Lil' Southern Belle. Shortly after, there was this new man. Another good friend of Ol' Blue Eyes...

He and H became so close. He helped her with everything. Putting together her new house, moving, getting ready for the new baby girl. He spoiled them rotten. Bought them everything their hearts could desire. He is madly in love! Then, tragedy struck. We were all in Vegas. Except for H and her baby girl.

Now, Ol' Blue Eyes and I are Godparents, to this little angel. My friend has such an amazing support system. And a man that truly loves her. For her. And loves her baby girl. As if she were his own flesh and blood. H also got her little brother back.

On Tuesday, I got the biggest surprise ever! We were heading home. You know, our gig was over. I needed to get back to my hometown. For my niece's graduation party. And next week, on of my friends/band mates is getting married. So we loaded up some private plans. To head west.

What I failed to notice was, most of the luggage was going into our boss' plane. He told us, that he was going to head west for a few days too. Spend some time with the guys. They're going camping this weekend. And J's 2 planes were being loaded by the band and all our "crew." You know, wives, My Care Bear, Maestro G.

I boarded. Didn't think anything of it. And everyone was set to go home. What I failed to notice was, Ol' Blue Eyes and I, we were the only one in his airplane. Why? Because we were headed to TN, to see our Goddaughter.

By the time I realized, that we were the only 2 people there, the other planes were preparing for their departure. I really had no time to react. And when I found out we were going to TN, I cried. It was a short trip. And I knew it was going to be. But I was just so happy to see H and My Lil' Southern Belle.

No one knew of our plans either. Well, besides M and J. I was filled with excitement the entire flight. Just waiting to see My Bestie. The one woman, that is truly my sister. We've been through so much in our 23 years of friendship. It's unbreakable.

And the minute we walked into that room, my heart was overflowing with love. Pure emotion took over. My Bestie, all bandaged up. The unmistakable look of pain, worry, and anxiety on her face. I just hugged her. Held her as she cried. I was the strong one for her. Everything that she needed me to be. No words were shared. But everything I needed to know, I knew in that very instant.

When I got to hold that precious baby girl, I swear, I felt like God had wrapped his arms around us. She is no more than 9lbs. Not growing. Looking every bit like a newborn. Her head wrapped in bandages, and a small helmet. Tubes, IVs, and monitors surrounding her tiny body.

You'd think, with the work I do, I'd be used to this. But I wasn't. I clearly wasn't. Because this baby, I knew her. Personally. I loved her. I waited anxiously for her arrival. I prayed for her. I held her in my heart. And I was with her in the very beginning. For the first few days of her life. it was me and her. This was clearly different.

We spent a few hours there. I got to speak with her doctors, nurses, dietitians...anyone and everyone that was taking care of her. We talked about new treatments. The plans. The goals. What was next. What I thought might help. We consulted with other physicians. And I came out of it, feeling more at ease.

I wish that I had more days to spend with these 2 amazing people. Which I love so much! I wish that I could sit by that little crib, and sing lullabies, until my Goddaughter was fast asleep. I wish I could be there every single day for H. To help her through this. To make her stronger. And her daughter stronger. I wish I could. But life isn't like that. But for those few precious hours, I got to do just that.

I rocked this precious little girl. We talked. I sung my favorite lullabies. We read books. And I sat and listened to all those perfect baby sounds. I smelled her sweet baby smells. And watched her eat. I took in every second that I could. I needed to. We needed this.

And I did everything I could for H. Helped her shower. Washed her hair. Helped her to get dressed. Combed her hair. Got her good food. Made her bed a little more comfortable. Made sure she had snacks, magazines, and anything else she needed. We talked. We cried. We laughed. We hugged. And she told me that she was scared. So we prayed.

There are very few times in my life, when I've been this scared. But I was as strong as I could be. For this woman, my best friend, and her little girl. We'd walk through fire for each other. And on this day, I would have done anything that she needed. Anything.

And all there is left to do, is have faith in God. He knows best. He knows why we go through, what we go through. And only he knows why. So I told H, we must give him all of our pain, fear, and anxiety. We must trust, that he knows what's best. For all of us.

I do believe this. Deep in my heart and soul. Only God knows. And we must have faith in him. And trust him to do his work. Only he knows if this precious little girl, will ever live outside of a hospital. Or will be a normal little girl. To grow up, to be a normal woman. Only he knows.

But I still pray. And I ask for your prayers. For this little angel on Earth. And her Mommy. At the end of the end, they are really the only people that each of them has. And they need our love and prayers. Pray that God will do the best he can for them. Give them the best lives, that they can have. Please pray. ♫

Same Sky

This is a bracelet from Same Sky. Such a great organization! Just think about it in terms of "women helping women." You are not giving a "handout." No, it's more like a "hand up." I wish I had more money, to help these women. But honestly, this organization has touched my heart. You should go read about it too! ♫